The only one I loved.

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The day that I hit her, was the same day I found out I loved her.

The day that I hit her, was the day I finally lost my mind.

The day that I hit her was ,the day I lost something special.

The day I hit her was,the day my heart turned cold.

That day hunts me everytime I closes my eyes.

That day was the same day that Adam Edward Williams died. I said to my therapist.

That was the same day that this monster inside of me was formed. I said looking him straight in the eye.

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The day that he hit me, was the same day that I feared him.

The day that he hit me, was the same day that I found out I was in love with a monster.

The day that he hit me , was the same day that I started calling men little boys.

The day that he hit me, was the same day that I hated his guts.

The day he hit me, was the same day my heart turned cold.

That day is always in my dreams.

That day was the same ,that Madalyn Claire Smith died. I said to my therapist.

That day replays in my head all day. That day was the same day that I vowed to break every little boy heart that I can get to. I said looking at my therapist with eyes as cold as my heart.