Honestly, yesterday was so frustrating. But I'm going to get to the bottom of it one way or another. Determination, am I right?
Anyways, I actually wake up on time for school today, probably due to my newfound drive. Taking advantage of the extra time, I actually choose a decent outfit for the cold weather. I don't want a repeat of yesterday where in my haste, I forgot a damn jacket. Too cold for that. I pick out a white, long sleeve Henley and a pair of blue jeans.
I throw on the black leather jacket to complete my "rebel look" and slip on my shoes. I grab my bag and head downstairs for breakfast.
As I sit to eat my cereal, I feel my phone vibrate in my back pocket. Assuming it's Chris, I don't bother to check who the message is from.
Yo, you ready? I'm outside.
I respond quickly, with a simple "yeah," throw my bowl in the sink, and head out. I'm immediately greeted with a warm embrace and we start our short walk to school.
"On time today? I'm impressed," Chris says, looking me up and down.
"Whatever, it's not like I'm late everyday," I roll my eyes.
" I mean, it's a good four out of five times of the week sooooo.... But anyways, you still out of it or what?"
"If by out of it you mean the only sane one who sees the problem, then yeah, I'm wayyyy out of it buddy,"
"I don't get it Eden. This guy's been here for two years and you're now noticing him? I'd say the problem stands with you buddy," He sighs.
"I'm just not gonna talk about this with you because clearly you just think I'm crazy. So change of subject; when are you gonna hit up Leslie?"Chris swiftly looks around then looks at me with wide eyes.
"Could you be any louder?! Good God," he whisper shouts at me.
"Oh cmon, it's not that big of a deal. I'm getting some wuss vibes," I laugh.
" You don't get it though cause you like no one. What kind of robot are you anyway?"
"The kind that'll hopefully take over the world someday. But until then, when are you gonna actually make a move? It's been three months. You gotta pull yourself together sooner or later."
"I prefer later. Speaking of later, I'll see you then," He says as he turns in the direction of his class. I didn't even realize we were in school. I'm a shame honestly.
Today when I reach Mr. Dav's classroom, Harry isn't there.
Oh. Come. On. This is so cliche of him.
Well great, I guess I gotta put a pause on the digging.
Just then, I notice something near that seat no one sits at by the window. That something is staring right at me. Well someone.
He's just not making things better for himself by doing this kind of weird stuff. Who does that. He is still staring at me and I don't plan on looking away any time soon, fearing that this moment will be unreal if I look away. Until the late bell rings that is and my concentration is pierced by shrill sound.
When I look back to the window, Harry is gone, as I expected. Psycho. Cute Psycho. But a psycho nonetheless.
The day goes on smoothly with no other weird events.....Till lunch.
I meet up with Chris, Ana, and Leslie then proceed to our table by the far window of the large cafeteria. The perfect spot where I can stare at nature and observe the kids of Madison Lake. I can't help but to drift into the thought of Harry watching me. If I didn't know any better, when I think of it more now, I'd say his eyes looked sort of...red? He was obviously pretty far from me so maybe I just saw wrong. Plus the light was kind of shining in his face. Kind of. Yeah, rationalization is the way to go. Negative.
This jokers eyes were definitely red. My twenty twenty vision has never failed me before and it won't start now. Or has it alrea-
"EDEN"
My head snaps back to my table. My friends.
"Whoops, sorry Lez. You said something to me?"
"Umm, yeah. What's going on with you? Don't tell me you're still thinking of that kid Harry."
"Guilty," I say sheepishly, taking a sip of my soda.
""Oh Lord, I can't with you," she laughs, "so when are you gonna make your move." I stare at her to see if she's joking or maybe to find the insanity behind her eyes because you'd have to be crazy to ask me of all people when I'm gonna make my move or any move for anyone for that matter.
"You must be out of your mind girl. There will be no moves made, never played a game of chess. So...I'm good, to say the least"
"Alright, dial it down and maybe I'll believe you my love," she chuckles as she takes a bite of her salad.
I roll my eyes and turn to Chris.
"So," I smile at him. He shifts in his seat uncomfortable, pleading with me with his eyes.
"How's that girl you've been texting? Sheila I think her name was?" I ask innocently. He blinks a couple times before catching on.
"Oh she's cool, but she's taking things a little too fast. You know, I laid the charm down too heavy, so...yeah." He immediately takes a drink of water, acting casual.
"Oh no, yeah sureeee, your charm defines did that," I laugh, looking to see how Leslie is reacting.
She looks uninterested, staring off into the sea of kids so I drop it and change the subject.
"Anyways, have you guys found your homecoming dresses yet? Or are even looking?" I knew this would get Ana, a close friend since last year, started, seeing how much she loved talking about dresses, shoes, boys, and everything else a stereotypical teenage girl would like to talk about.
Once the conversation takes off, my mind trails back to the Styles kid. I know you guys are probably sick of me but come on, imagine yourselves in my position honestly and tell me he wouldn't be on your mind 24/7 given the circumstances. Plus he's undeniably attractive which doesn't help but it's a good point okay.
I stare at the window and look into the mass of trees. A rabbit. Grass. Flowers. Bark. Harry.
Staring again! This is not just a coincident. I know this. He is intentionally staring right at me through this window just like last time. What does he want?
Well of course my curious self will be finding out today and with that, I dismiss myself, earning strange looks, and sprint for the doors. I don't care if these kids stare. I have a goal. Today, I find out if I'm crazy or everyone else is.Hey buddies! I'm sorry I've disappeared. I was still in school and as all of you know with school comes distractions and honestly just laziness and lack of motivation. But I am officially a graduate so I should have way more time on my hands lmao. But yeah, I will be uploading more often. I hope my five readers will come back and keep reading! Remember to vote and comment guys! Love you, xoxo
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