Back Stab 1

Get It Together!

Friday is the last day of the week before the weekend and I haven't made up with Kat.I feel that she does want to, but she can't put up with it!I'm such a jerk!I love her like...she's my (adopted) sis.Today I decided to go to school and be confident, be bold, and understand what may happen when I get to school.My alarm was set to 6:30 a.m.
Riiiiiiiinnnnnngggg
I got so starled by my alarm I jumped like a cat who saw a cucumber!LOL!
I got up and did everything I need to do to be ready.I had 8 more minutes till school started.I looked at myself in the mirror.
"Your gonna be okay sweetheart."
I turned and saw my mom.I never really talked to my mom about stuff and I still didn't I just don't know if she knows about this.weird.
"Thanks mom, but I'm fine."
I said as pain fell through my eyes.
"Sweetheart.I know you don't want to talk to me about things, but I'm your mom!I can tell if your hurt, and you are.I love you and if you ever want to talk to someone, then call me.Please, dont be afraid."
Oh.I wanted to tell her so bad!She was being so supportive and I could never ask for more than that.I never really give my mom chances, I'm so cruel but not very.
"Thanks mom.But, I'm serious.Im fine."I said as I ran out to start walking to school.As I walked, I cried a bit while going.My life was NOT going the way I wanted it to.
Iv had rumors spread around, people talk about me, or just drama happens to me.That has never been something that affects me.This, this is just a slut problem.Finally.At school.
"Awww.Did the goody tissues become a rebel?..."
Great.
"Hi Linda!Nice shirt!"Lind's looked at me weirdly but continued what she was going to say.
"Yah, thanks.So...you still want to be in the group?"
Never mind.She wasn't going to continue what she was saying.
After she asked me, I looked at Kathleen who was talking to some of her friends (p.s. my friends to.)I want to show her that I can get over it.Just not yet.
Let's see....Confident?Check!
Bold....?Check!
Understanding....?Check!
I'm on a roll!I know exactly what I am doing.
"Ye-yes..."I SOUNDED so unsure, but I was actually extremely sure.
"Cool.See you later then."
Woah.That was...easy.
People started to try talking to me, I guess they wanted to be my friend or something.As people are forming a circle around me waving their hands in my face....I see Linda walking down the hallway with her "famous " friends.She turns a rounds and rolls her eyes and sighs, she begins walking my wag.
"Omg!Can't you guys just back off!"
Linda yelled at everyone that was  crowding me.Everybody makes a walkway for her.She walks up to me and to be honest I thought she was going to be mean or something.
She grabbed my hand and said "C'mon let's go."she pulled me out of the crowd and took me to the library.
"Since when do you read?"I asked.
She took it offensive I think.
"For your info, I read all the time."
"OK...what do you read?"
"Magazines, Instagram posts, Facebook posts and all my text messages.Duuuh."
I laughed at her but in my arm.It was so funny I was about to fall on the floor.
"Whatever!"Linda said.
She pressed a tiny button on the side shelf of a book shelf.Then the book shelf turned around.Woah.
"Only students know about this, not teachers, not the staff members, no one but students."
This is like in the movies.
Linda took out one book and it said Kathleen D., she read the name and threw it on the floor as she did with many.I pick up the one that said Kathleen.I opened it and started to read it.
Dear diary today is the first day of school I'm so scared!I wish Emily could come walking with me to school today but usually, on her first days, her mom drops her off at school.And know-
I stopped and flipped the page more towards the back.
Dear diary, today is Monday.Emily has been asked my the populars if she could join the group.I have to be honest I was super jealous and I don't wanna tell Emily anything.I'm going to stop being friends with her until she notices that I really sad about this.Thanks for listening diary.
                                        -Kathleen
I flipped the page toward Wednesday.

    Dear diary, I have a bf, I wish I could share this with Emily but she is on her own style this minute.I can't believe I have a bf!His name is Ethan!He is funny, nice and helps me through a lot.
I wond-
I stopped reading because I couldn't take it!She is writing about things that I never even knew.
"Guys..?"
"Yeah what's up?" Said Linda
"I want Kathleen to be in our little group"
"What?!Kathleen?No."
"But-"
"No!We need people who are pretty and smart!"
"Your not..." I said in a whisper.
"What?"
"Nothing!"I said nervously.
After Linda got her diary we went to her house.