The Anti-Fan Love

CHAPTER 9

[ 4 New Massages ]

DK : I'm breaking up with you.

That's when my knees gave in and fell to the floor. I have to be strong. I then scrolled down again.

DK : I'm sorry but I don't think this is working out

This was when my tears started to fall rapidly on my face. Just like a waterfall. Of pain and deception.

DK : I met someone new and I am happier with her

I felt my heart broke. I could even hear it break.

DK : Please don't call me anymore, I won't change my mind

The pain of a heartbreak, is worst than physical pain.

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[ Yuju's POV ]

I broke down on the floor. My hair in a mess, my clothes soaked in my own mucus and tears. My face filled with dried tears and my nose as red as a tomato. But what is a point of caring about my appearance now? What was the point of caring that my clothes are soaked in my tears?

I have to be strong. I guess the first heartbreak is always the worst. Yup. DK was my first Boyfriend. I guess the worst part about the breakup was that I lost a Friend.

But I needed to be strong and show him that I didn't care, that I didn't need him.

I somehow found the strength in my legs to pull myself up and washed my face. As I turned the tap on, I scooped up water and splashed it all over my face. As cool water hit my face, thoughts clouded my mind. Thought like, why didn't he like me anymore? Was I a bad Girlfriend? Did I do anything wrong?

I then stared at the mirror and saw my own reflection. Seems like yesterday, this reflection was smiling cheek to cheek and laughing like a mad clown, but now, the reflection was filled with soulless eyes and dried tears. Huh. Funny how someone could change you in a matter of seconds.

" Yuju? Yuju-yah, are you okay? " asked Omma.

" Yup I'm fine " I answered as I wiped my face and braced myself to face reality. I have to be strong and get over that pussy who broke up with me over text. I mean, WHO DOES THAT? Bloody pussy boy- whoa, I need to watch my mouth.

I then took a big breath and opened the door.

" Yuju are you okay? What happened? "

" Nothing Omma, Hani just told me the latest gossip in school, lets go to bed now, I'm tired " I said as I passed her my phone and tried to walked towards the bed, however, Omma blocked my way.

" Why are your eyes so red and puffy? Are those tears? " she said as she cupped my face with her warm hands.

" I was just washing up again and the facial cleanser got in my eye and it was painful " I answered as I peeled her hands off my face and continued walking to the bed.

" Yuju, you know you can tell me anything right? "

" Of course, you are my pretty Mother " I said as I gave her a small smile.

I knew that if I told my parents, they would somehow feel burdened and would want to chop of DK's dick- I mean would want to talk to him. I didn't want to be more of a burden then I am now. They have their own problems to worry about.

" Okay okay, my pretty Yuju better get some beauty sleep for tomorrow " said Omma as she tucked me in and kissed my forehead.

Omma then proceeded to the safe and locked my phone back. I felt happy actually, that she had taken my phone away. Cause I knew deep down that I would maybe try to text him to change his mind or keep staring at his messages for days which would cause my heart more pain.

" Yeah "

Omma then went back to her side of the bed and was knocked out as soon as her head touched the pillow.

I then closed my eyes, hoping sleep would consume me.

I wonder who is DK dating

What does that girl have that I don't?

Was I a bad Girlfriend?

My eyes then opened.

Nope. Guess I'm not going to get some sleep tonight. My Stupid brain can't shut up.

Maybe another adventure will cure my depression? But I don't feel like dealing with Got7 today. I just need some air to clear my thoughts. I need to be alone.

Well then, let the adventure begin. I then took the extra card that I hid since the ' first adventure ' with the three musketeers, aka Jackson, Yugeom and Bambam

I then tiptoed towards the door and successfully sneaked out the door. I guess the first adventure made me more confident to sneak out. Omma and Appa would be pissed, but then again, teenagers need to face rebellion. Here goes nothing.

As I walked down the hallway, I was cautious, I had to avoid Dumb, Dumber and Dumbest at all cost as I knew that If I faced anyone tonight, I would breakdown. I then entered the elevator and pressed that top floor, the infinity pool.

As the doors opened, the pool was empty. Even the customer service counter was empty. It was 11pm and most of the lights were turned off but there were still some lights on but the pool side. I then took a deep breath and let out all the negative energy inside off me, and yes, I took yoga last time.

I then walked towards the pool side and took my shoes of and sat by the pool side, letting my feet soak into the cool pool water. As I begin to move my feet around the soothing water, I finally felt at ease. I don't know why, but maybe it was the water was very cold and soothing or maybe the calm breeze blowing pass me, but I felt healed. My heart felt a little better and lighter. Maybe it was even healed?

I don't know what was so magical about this pool but I loved it. The soft breeze blowing through my hair and the cool water splashing around. I wished this moment would never end. I felt that my mind was clear and I was happy. Damn, is the air in Singapore filled with drugs? I FEEL LIKE IM IN CLOUD NINE. WHOOOO

I LOVE SINGAPORE. I guess the best thing now would be chocolates. Lots and lots of it please. But I don't have a boyfriend to get me any chocolates now. WHOO IM SINGLE AND READY TO EAT CHOCOLATES.

I miss Hani. She would buy me chocolates. Hani even buys me chocolates on Valentines Day. My Hani Boo Boo. I'm just going to focus on my love for Hani. HANI IM COMING HOME SOON-

Suddenly everything turned slow motion. Somehow my body felt as if someone had pushed me into the pool. My body then slowly began having contact with the water. And SHIT WAS IT COLD.

As my body slowly began to submerge into the pool, I manage to catch a glimpse of my murdered who planned to kill me. He wore a black singlet, his hair was black too and he was carrying a black towel. Damn, talk about an obsession with the colour black.

The water was cold and I was deep in the water. Thank god Omma forced me to take swimming lessons when I was younger.

As I began to stretch my arms out to begin swimming to the surface, my leg started to cramp up. Crap, Mr.Murderer should have told me to stretch before going into the water.

Good bye world

Good bye Got7, thank you for the good memory and adventures

Good bye Omma, sorry for sneaking out

Good bye Appa, sorry for lying to you about abusing JB

Good bye Hani, love you

Good bye DK, suck my ass

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