Just Let Me Go - Sequal to Dont Let Me Go *Larry Stylinson/ Niam Horayne*

Chapter Eight - One Last Goodbye

This chapters dedication is for Brizie_luvs_ya because your comments make my day and make me laugh. And you ship Tarry!

Glimpse of some Louis POV!:)

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'I know you didn't want to leave
Your heart yearned to stay
But the strength I always loved in you
Finally gave way

Somehow I knew you would leave me this way
And somehow I knew you could never, never stay
And in the early morning light after a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away and I grieve

In my dreams I can see you
I can tell you how I feel
In my dreams I can hold you
And it feels so real

I still feel the pain
I still feel your love
I still feel the pain
I still feel your love

And somehow I knew you could never, never stay'

*LOUIS' POV*

"W-what do you mean, Harry?" I asked.

"I mean that I can’t take this. I have felt so alone these past few days and I feel like you don't even care. I have fought and fought for you for so long and what was it all for? Tell me Louis, tell me what it was all for." I couldn't even look in his tear filled eyes.

"For us. F-for me." I whispered.

"You're right, I fought for you. I was so blind all of this time. I fought for someone who doesn't even want me. I-" He sighed and his tears finally fell, making my own. "I love you with every ounce of my body but- but you love her. She's taking my life right from under me and I'm not g-gonna sit here and let h-her." I looked at him and I knew what he meant. But he can’t. He's mine, He will always be mine.

"No Harry, NO! Y-you tell me this is not w-what I think. No. no. no. no." I kept repeating it and I was sobbing in front of the boy who is leaving me.

"I'm sorry. You can still stay here, just please let me be alone right now." He whispered quietly through his tears.

"Harry, please?"

"Louis, get out of my room." I walked out slowly and heard him close and lock his door. Then I broke right outside the barrier keeping me from him.

"HARRY! I P-PROMISED! YOU CAN’T! YOU CAN’T LET ME GO, REMEMBER?! You can’t j-just give u-up!" I sobbed and began to bang on his door. Bang. Bang. Bang. "That was your promise too. You- I can’t let you. Don't let me go, Harry!" Then I collapsed onto the soft carpet and hit his door over and over, hearing the sobs leaving him too.

"You broke it first." I heard him whisper right from the other side.

I did.

*HARRY'S POV*

         I hurt. I hurt everywhere. My throat feels like its closing and I'm suffocating, but still sitting here watching everything else live. I feel like someone just stuck a knife through my chest and won’t stop turning it. I can’t move from this spot, all I can do is lye here and feel the pain and cry. All I can do is lye here and let myself slip away from any love I could have ever felt.

        I heard him. Every sob, every noise, every word; and all I did is lye here and let him break too. I needed to though. What if I stayed and let him leave every day and go to her? I can’t bare the thought of him touching her or kissing her because that's supposed to be me. Isn't that how it goes? Don't I ever get the one I want? Don't I ever get to feel the love other people have? I watch others walk down the street with their fingers locked and heart eyes. That won’t ever be us.

"Harry." I heard Liam's smooth voice whisper. I dragged myself off the floor and allowed him to open the door. One look at him and I threw myself into his arms.

"I had to. I had to, Liam, and now I have nothing! What am I going to do? How am I supposed to live without him? H-how?" I sobbed into his chest.

"You will make it." He said sadly into my ear. "And you will move on from all of this pain you have caused each other in this relationship."

"W-What if I can’t? I need him with me. H-He's the only one." I looked at him through blurry vision.

        There was not one more word spoken because I don't think he knew how to reply to that one. Why can’t anyone reassure me I will be okay? It's because I knew, along with everyone else, that I won’t be. Louis is my life.

*LIAM'S POV*

        When the curly haired boy cried himself to sleep, I slid the duvet over him and left. I walked slowly but surely over to Louis' room. I heard him before I even slid his creaky door open. "Lou?" He looked up with the blood shot, glossy eyes. His bottom lip trembling and the pillow suffocating from his strong grip. The sight before me was the worst thing a best mate could go through.

        What are you supposed to do when you have two broken people that you love with all of your heart broken because of each other? How can I help them so this band and friendship doesn't slip through our fingers? I need to grasp onto it before it disappears.

"W-why am I so fucking stupid Li?"

"I don't know mate. But you need to let him do this without making him die even more. He loves you Louis, you know that, and I know that. But what you have done to him over this time period is something no person could have ever handled in years, and he took it. Give him the space to put himself back together. You had to of known deep down that he was breaking himself staying with you through it all. What you've been doing to him hurts all of us." I stopped to let my words sink in.

"I love him." He cried.

"I know." I said, sitting on his bed. He laid his head in my lap and sighed sadly. "What am I supposed to do?"

"Let him decide first."

"I don't want to lose him. Even if it doesn't seem like it, he's the most important person in my life. I love him so much and I need to prove it." He told me. I could still feel his tears on my trousers and I knew he didn't know how he was going to do just that. "I just- just love him. I'm in love with him: truly, madly, and deeply."

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It's short but BOOOOOSH!

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