~ Lost In Time ~

Chapter 10 - Help

"Why?" Josh looked extremely sad when I showed him the cuts. I looked down not wanting to answer.
"Please don't tell anyone. I beg you" I look up, tears in my eyes.
"But- okay fine," he said, hesitating on whether that was a good decision or not.

"But why did you do it?" He asked, holding my hand. It made me calm down a lot. Josh is a brother to me, he always helps me calm down and relax.
"Because-Because of yesterday... with Simon" I said looking around the room, trying not to look at him.

"Please can I bring Simon in here and sort this out?" He asked. I jumped. Show Simon my cuts?! No way! He would feel sorry for me and I don't want that.
"We won't show him the cuts, I promise, only if you want to." He said.
"Okay." I say, shaking.

"Simon, come here!" Josh shouts.
The door opens to reveal Simon. He looked at me and then Josh, then back at me.
"I'm sor-" he tried to apologise but Josh stopped him.
"No, we're sorry, we did this."

I started to pull my sleeve up. He needs to know.
"Are you sure?" Josh looks at me, whispering.
"He need to know."
"I need to know what?" Simon asked, extremely confused.

I lift up my sleeve and take of the plasters. Simon placed his hands on his face and walks towards me, he kneels down and holds my hand.
"Is this because of me?" He asked looking really sad.
"Yes..." I said, not really wanting to say that answer.

He grabbed my hand and took me too his room.
"Please. Explain." He said and with that I explained why. Every... little... detail.

"And that's why I did it." I said looking up at him, tears streaming down my face. He looked at me. His gorgeous blue eyes, taking in all of my facial features. He placed a strand of my hair behind my ear and continued to stare. I truly do love Simon but I'm too afraid he'll say no, due his ex girlfriend. I really need to tell him. Should I?

We continued to stare at each other until he broke the silence.
"So do you love me then?" He said smiling at me.
I don't really know what to say. Should I tell him or not, I have no clue. He needs to know. I have a thing where I seem to have to tell him everything.

"Yes... I guess."
He didn't seem surprised. Instead he held the side of my face and said,
"Aww how cute."
I blushed and tried to hide my face but instead he moved his head closer to mine and said.
"Then show me."

"Wait... what?" I said, my heart racing.
"Then. Show. Me" he said, pronouncing each word carefully.
"How?" I said, not knowing what to do.
"You're useless," he giggles and leans in further, now looking at my lips and looking back at me.
"May I?"
I nodded. Me and him may not be together, but honestly you can not resist him.

(Shitty description below. I'm never kissed someone so idk how it feels).
I melted. His lips touched mine, sparks flying everywhere. My heart pounding so hard, I thought it would stop. He grabbed my neck and pulled me in more. He leant out and smiled. I looked around and giggled.

I was in a mood where if something good happens I would go crazy inside. But on the outside I would look insane.
"What?! Was that not good?" He asked, his hand holding mine.
"No it's not that, I'm just thinking about things." I smiled back.
"Oh, so it was good then?" We both giggle.
"Oh Minter, I would tell you but it is far too late. I must go before my 'Father' tells me off" I said smirking.
"But one last thing!" He smirked back.
I stood up, pulling him with me towards the door.

"And what may that be?" I held both of his arms, my heart still racing.
"I love you, meet me in my room, tomorrow at 9pm. Don't question." He whispers.
"I love you too. Mr Minter." I whispered back.
I opened the door, about to walk out into my room when Josh stopped me.
"What did he want?" He asked curious on why I had been so long.
"I explained, he explained, got angry, sorted it, we're now okay" I said, lying and not telling him about the kiss.
"Okay, well get a good night sleep. We're going out tomorrow." He said.
"Okay, night...bro" I like the sound of it.
"Night sis" he smiled.
I walked into my room and jumped on my bed.

Today, was the best. Thanks, Minter...