Lying here in this abandoned place far away from home...the heavy rain is not the problem here its the thoughts that are killing me when I'm all alone. ( Maybe I am used to it now... Getting used and ignored has been part of my life. Its just the consequences of the constant happening of these certain events...I am what I am now.
Feelings?? Haha?? You must be kidding me..What are they exactly? I'm all empty now...it's all numb and fake for me cuz I'm just drowned in the deepest sea of depression and no one ya no one can save me.......Ya I tried running away from all those pain but look how I ended up here I'm simply lying in this rain no one to run to waiting for a miracle..that maybe just maybe someone would care a tiny bit about me and try to find me.)Flashback-
3 years ago~
Dear Diary
Woah guess what??? He talked to me..... finally after crushing him for a year he said Hi! Whats up? !!!!!!!!!!!
Can you believe it? I can't help but smile like a maniac. This is the best day of my life seriously this date is going down on history.... 26th March 2013..........wait a minute why does it sound so familiar....
[°○°] Oh My God!!!! Today is my birthday ????○_○.....
Such an Idiot I forgot my own birthday. Now its too late I just have like 5 more minutes to celebrate ㅜㅜ.... And to add more no one wished me... #worst #birthday#ever.... (-_-#)... Diary you didn't even wish me.. I hate you ... I hate the whole world... Oh....No how can I hate you I'm so sorry so so sorry you will forgive me right? Hehe... Sometimes I think I am too crazy... You think so too don't you? Whatever it is I know you love me right umm I love you too.
So lets wish me first...
Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday dear Me
Happy Birthday to Me
(^-^) (^-^)(^-^)(^-^)(^-^)I'll make a wish now....
( I wish ...umm...that I would meet my soulmate soon...like very very soon...♡♡♡)Hehe I know you think maybe its a silly thing to wish for but I want that real bad... There is a problem though.. How am I gonna recognise him...Will he come with a signboard, maybe my heart will beat at an abnormal rate, maybe I will forget how to breath for those split seconds... What the hell? I should stop watching those romantic dramas from now on...they are just getting my hopes high....As if I will bump into a dreamy like guy out of nowhere...And I'm not that attractive either...sucks to be me. A loner at school... No one cares about me at home all they see is there small baby daughter (that brat). I just have you now diary lets just stay together like this ok..? A pinky promise (^-^). Oh I almost forgot... how will I look at him tomorrow? I'm too shy to face him now... How come he noticed me finally? Ugh~~ I don't understand a thing...Ah all this confusion is giving me a headache.... Why did u insist talking why???? Ok I'm tired now gotta sleep it off thanks for wishing me hehe love you ♡♡♡
Good night Dear Diary (^-^)Daniel's Pov-
Tom: I'm bored guys let's have some fun.. who's up for clubbing tonight??
Nick: Ya nice one man let's go have some fun tonight.
Me: Nah I will pass...
Tom: You will pass? whats wrong with you are you sick or what? You of all people wanna pass like seriously???
Nick: Ya man why? You're the star bro come on now don't ditch us. Is this all about the bet thing?
Me: Nah I just need to clear my head thats all. I will pass tonight... have fun boys...
With said that I head towards the basketball court.... I haven't been able to concentrate well. Maybe a quick practice would help a bit. Its all cuz of that stupid girl. Why did she have to appear right at that time? Now I'll have to talk to that stupid. And the worst part is she is a loner... My reputation is so going down if I talk to an outcast. What a headache.. Aish I can't take this.... Why her of all people? Why?.....

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Few Days Of Happiness
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