I get so scared of just about everything. Spiders, the dark, being alone, death, monsters, natural disasters, fire, sometimes animals, sharp objects, adults, kids, just people in general i guess, getting lost, god, the devil, angels, demons, living, hiccups, balloons, coughing, getting hurt, messing up, being wrong, making mistakes, not ever being good enough, failing, not ever being accepted, actually being crazy, my family, my friends, the future, the past, myself, and ya so basically anything you can think of I'm scared of it even sometimes food. I cant keep living like this. I get so freaked out i cry every night and no one hears. I drown out all the scary noises with music but i still cant sleep. I'm to worried about being attacked by some creature in the dark that i cant keep my eyes closed. I'm so concerned that there might actually be something seriously wrong with me.
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Non-FictionI really just wanted to talk and try to sort out the things that rush through my mind. This is me trying something new to un jumble my fudgy brain. Its better then the cutting right? Ya i mean it has to be better but I'm not sure its as productive...
