~Deadly Poems~

~Pray I die~

I hope I die soon,

It would be a relief,

I thought about suicide,

The many ways,

I thought about it so many days,

For weeks I wondered,

"How should I do it",

But I could never find a way,

I wanted something quick,

Just a little bit painful,

Something that wouldn't leave a mess,

something not everyone thought of,

So no meds,

No cutting,

And certainly no rope involved,

Something God could forgive,

But I realized,

There is nothing out there like that,

So I just pray every night,

That I won't wake up the next morning.

I know it will never happen,

But I do it anyway,

So I just ask for love,

To go along in that pray.