D-Gray Man Hallow x Reader

Allen x Reader

~Stay Away~

You have always admired a particular person. From the first day you entered and joined the Order, you always have. Lenalee would tease you for that but you didn't mind as you backfired her plan on her as she has developed a crush on Lavi. Yeah the red haired. Though Kanda was still day dreaming about the girl in the Lotus field, who was a fellow exorcist as you.

"You should tell Allen about your feeling (y/n) Chan" Lavi suggested. Ou jut shrugged with a defeated smile. Lenalee frowned and said "why... You can't just tell before trying it (y/n) Chan" Lenalee sajd with quite pressure on her words. "I tried but Allen kun seem to have distance with me" you looked down.

Lavi was shocked and so was Lenalee. "Allen did that ?" Lavi asked you. You nodded in returns. "Let's stop talking about this Lavi. I don't wanna..." You struggled not to break down. Lavi understood and swund his arm around you, while grinning. "Let's crash some food then" you nodded and went to the cafeteria.

Allen's POV

I heard her, Lavi and Lenalee's discussion about me. I really adored (y/n) Chan but I just can't tell her my feelings. I just can't... I may injure her in this process or worse than that. I will push her away... Yeah far away from me. That way she will never love and I'll never tell her about my feelings for her. It will do better for her.

//Later that night//

Lavi walked to somewhere with a blindfolded you. "Where are we going??" You asked frowning. He ignored you and suddenly came to a halt. He opened a door and quicker than anything he unfolded you and immediately pushed you to someone's room. You flickered opened your eyes and saw a surprised Allen staring at you.

"So-sorry. I must go" you said
"No wait." Allen said
"Huh ?"
"I have to give a reason why I stay away from you" he smiled sadly at you

"So..." You asked clueless
"You know I'm the 14th"
"Yes"
"So I have to kill someone dear to me"
"..."
"I was afraid because that soemone dear might become you"
You were taken  abakc from his response

"I really loved you."
Your eyes went wide

"I really loved you, I love you still and I will"

You began to tear up. Your crush just confessed to you yet you were so far away from him. Though he was so close yet so far.

"(Y/n) ??" Allen asked

You three yourself to him. Albeit he pushed you, you still hugged him, dear to your life. "I love you too Allen" you choked. "You will always be my love" you sniffled.

"If I had to die... I wouldlove to be killed by you. At least I won't have to guilt that I was taken by a lowlife Akuma or a Noah. But by you and this way you will always have me by your side. Forever. I know. I know that will hurt you a lot to kill me but when the time comes please promise me that I will die for my love and be taken by my only love ie. You" Allen didn't response and so you pulled away.

You saw him staring at you so you slowly tippit toed and closed the gap between you two. A kiss meant from anything big.

And then you two stayed at each others warmth.

//Outside the room//
Lavi and Lenalee hi fived. "Strike ! Mission complete" Lavi whisper-yelled. "Yeah." Lenalee giggled.

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A/N : sorry for the short one shot.