Forever An American YouTuber//Sam Pottorff

♡Chapter 1♡

I opened the door to the car and carelessly set my boney hands on the wheel. She listens every day, and she's forgiven, and I think the least I could do is what I know she wants me to. I need to get my shit together and fix my life around for her. It's all she wants from me, and that's all I need to do for her.

I looked back one last time at the cemetary through the window and looked at her grave in the distance.

"I'm going to turn it around for you princess, I love you to the moon and back."

My body shot up in less then a mili second and my breath was at the fastest pace it has ever been in my life. I could feel little tears prickling at my eyes so I quickly wiped them away. I looked back behind me to see Maisie sleeping peacefully as she always does. It made me smile everytime I saw it.

Wait. She's alive. So that was a dream, correction, nightmare? Oh thank god. She must've been woken up by my obnoxious movements because she started stiring in her sleep. Her hazel eyes fluttered open and she looked up to see me. Probably either annoyed, or confused as to why I'm making such disturbance at one in the morning.

"What's wrong babe?" She asked groggily.

"Nothing princess, just a nightmare is all." I smiled back at her before I went back into my laying position. I gave her a little peck on the forehead before fully setting my head down.

"Alright, goodnight Sam, love you." She smiled at me.

"Goodnight Maisie, I love you too." I smiled back before shutting my eyes. Thank god that was just a god awful nightmare, I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost her. I'd probably die too, seeing it is possible to die of heartbreak, I saw it on TV once with an old couple that was married for 65 years.

Either way, I'm just glad she's still here in my arms, now that I'm content with that I can get a good nights sleep.

Maisie's POV

"Morning my little minions!" I smiled to all the boys gathered in the kitchen as they all chorused back a 'morning Mais!' to me. "So what did y'all cook me?" I joked setting my head on Sam.

"We were waiting for you to cook us food." Kian said innocently as if it was the most obvious thing ever.

"You guys are so lazy, you would be lost if I ever died." I laughed. I could feel Sam's body tense up after I said that, and I wasn't too sure why but I just looked him in the eye and gave him a smile before I pecked his lips to calm him down.

"EW PDA!!" Ricky yelled jokingly covering up his eyes making Sam and I laugh.

"Anyways, I don't feel like cooking so let's get McDonalds." I said. "WHO'S RIDIN WITH ME, IF YOU ARE YOU BETTER HURRY UP AND GET IN MY CAR!!" I yelled loudly as I slipped on my shoes and grabbed my keys. I heard multiple groans come from the boys and only Jc decided to join me. He slipped into his black vans and headed out the door with me.

We got into the car quickly and drove down the usually busy streets making our way to McDonalds.

"So how's life been treating my little cloud?" I teased Jc. We are all always so busy that we never really get time to hangout with each other sometimes, so it's nice to get some quality alone time with each of them every once in a while. I usually always have time with Sam though.

Yeah, it's been quite busy actually. The boys had finally announced their 16 city tour around the US at Digi Fest LA, so we've been prepping for that because the tour starts on April 24th and ends on July 2nd. I'm honestly so proud of the boys, and I'm so happy they can be able to do these kind of things. I just don't know if I can go with them, I have major problems of my own that I'd need to figure out before I'd be able to go with them.