What do you mean,
when you tell me to 'be happy'?
How can I just be happy
When I've been falling apart
For the longest time now.
What do you mean
Telling me to be happy
When I've got no friends,
Or anyone at all to care for me?
I've got no one to call
At 3 am when I'm losing myself.
No one to go shopping with
No one to call my best friend.
I'm just alone.
Walking by
Invisible
No one noticing
The cuts in my arms
Or the bags under my eyes
Or the fact that it won't take long
Until I completely and utterly fall apart.
