hey guys this is just a story that pretty much at the top of my head...... so no judge and also hope you guys like it
Hey um well i guess this story is kind of my life and i wanted you to experience t so im just gonna start when my life started to be so hard to live in.
Its so hard to watch her there look so lifeless and then once she moves all you hear are moans of her pain. I cant stand to stay iin her with her but i cant stand to stay away. I mean she is my grandma and i love her with all my heart. I just want her pain to end its not fair something so terrible is hurting her and not me. To ake it worse we are in a cold hospital with no one in here and she is in the Emergency Care Center. Not the best place to have hopes on what is going to happen. But still i sit here and try to read or do my homework while I have my grandmas present in here. Its better then losing her already espically when she is son young. I wait so she can ask me to get her something but she just sits there and moans or just sleep. Why does this happen?
I mean she take care of herself and she always ate healthy food she always gave and never really asked unless it was really important. Why is life treating her so bad she doesnt disserve this. And this is barely th first day with her in the hopsital. Oh wait it gets better no one is telling me why she is in so much pain. i would ak my mom but i feel if i ask she will just reak down and cry and start staying i dont want her to leave me, im going to miss her if she leaves me. And i understand but i dont think she should be saying negatives stuff i like being hopefully espcially when the doctors and nurses says she fine and she going to be alright.
Well its already 4:30 i have been here for about an hour and i still feel lonely even though my grandma is sleeping right in front of me. My dad walks in and say "Lets go home now your mom is here so she will stay with your grandma." i look at him already feeling my eyes watering. "Daddy what the matter with my grandma no one is telling me anything.."He just looks at me with sadness in his eyes. " Honey its okay she will be fine just got to think happy thoughts and i promise everything will be fine now lets go home so you can eat and have a nice rest and you can come tomorrow after school again okay?" i sigh without any reasurance on anything "Okay daddy" I put away my stuff and i get as close as i can to my grandmas bed but honestly pretty far and i whisper "bye gradma see ya tomorrow"
Im at home now still hoping my mom would call any second saying your grandma is fine she is coming home now. But deep down inside i know that is not even close to happening. ....... By the way my name is Darla Somehalder im what you call a liitle shy but once you get to know me im likfe crazy, and awesome i guess. So today is June 7th and im in my last week of school and all i can say i wish my life was ending because one my back is killing like b-i-t-c-h sorry of my language and my grandma is in the hospital. Which sucks even more because really my gradnma is like my best friend cause she used to take care of me everyday since she was my preschool, adn know she is in the hospital fighting something terrible. Also my friends think im crazy and have issues so they wont talk to me, and i have to study for finals which means i still have like 3 left. To top it all off i fell lonelier then i have ever felt in my life.. So much for having the best freshman year ever.
So its about 10:30 and i feel this weird but awkward feeling inside of me that telling me that something wrong or something i wont like is going to happen.. And guess what my back has this weird spasm and it is hurting me but i dont want to wake any buddy up or disturbe any one since all the grandma stuff itry to keep to my self. My mom is still not home and i think we all know that she is wants to stay over in the hospital but catn because my grandma is in the emergency care and they dont really want her in the way if my grandma ever need help even though we all know my mom woudnt be in there way if she wanted them to help my grandma. So i dont get.....
Well hey guys sorry its kind of depressing but i promise this is just kind of like a back story..
