hey sorry i havent posted been very busy sooo i finally had time to try to post.. and dont be afriad to give me some feed back cause i know im pretty sure can use some since im new at this.
Its early morning of the next day and by early i mean early cause i couldnt really sleep since my grandma was in the hospital and i have no idea what can happen... So i decided to get up and make breakfeast and maybe take nice warm shower berfore going to school. Hopefully today i will feel better then the past couple days wth my back and then find out my grandma was in the hospital was just as joke. But then again you can never know what really happens next.
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Uugh!!! "Wake up honey its time for school." Ugh really school today since what happened yesterday i still have to go and besides its not like im missing something important and its not like anybody will miss me that much....i look at the green neon numbers on my alarm clock......
6:25.......
Omg.... is she freaking kidding me 6:25...
I mean seriously if a person didnt sleep that much it means she need to sleep more.. but then again I guess I should cut her some slack cause she probably barely just got in cause i slept like around 1:20 and i didnt hear anynbody come on since she was checking on my grandma.....
Ugh i guess i should get up then so i can get ready and maybe get like 5 minutes in before we leave.
Well im walking to my class before I see my suposed X best friend glaring at me. I mean serously what is her problem if she cant seem to see that im not in the mood for crap she has known me long enough to realize that i cant tolerate her looks when im this depressed. Well walking towards my class room until my best friend that never left my side especially when I needed my other friends the most she understood.... She came up to me and said "Hey why soo sad?" I just looked up at her with the same look I have had for about 2 weeks... "The usual I guess....." she just looked at me and knew she couldnt do anything to cheer me up especaially so early in the mornng so she gave me a sympathetic look saying sorry..
Before she let me go to my biology class and she went to her band class. I sat down hoping my day wont end as horrible as every day so far..
Well its lunch damn today is getting really slow...... I wish I could go home and sleep......but hey Im almost done......Damn I forgot wear to do I sit I forgot Im not aloud to sit next to them its like I got a restraining oder I feel like an idiot ever being there friends... Ill just go to Mrs. Carman I will just pretend that I need help in homework or help her out... Man I really got to stop thinking like that or I might do something stupid.
2 hours later
Thank The God Damn Lord school is over but wait there is a twist my X bff is sitting where I wait. Hell no.. I cant sit in my area during lunch there is hell no way she kicking me out of my afterschool spot...
Here it goes.. No eye contact.. Just take out your iPod and listen to it... Look there is Katie thank god. I dont have to do this alone..
15 minutes later
Well at least she didnt bite my head though she did give me the most ugliest look great even better.. I should let her now that I feel so happy cause she gives me the best looks ever.
Well Im finally at the hosital glad I didnt have to walk even though I dont mind.. Well Im almost to her room what do I do my mom left cause she had to go to work unless she would get fired but I promised her I would come here. I really want to go in but then I dont I dont want to feel like she is leaving me.. But I have too... Almost there...... "Excuse me miss?" I hearded walking by the front desk.... I turned around. "Me?"
