I don't know what really happened but this time, I feel really fragile because of the people around me. Especially the people who are called "friends," they are usually the one who fake you, making you feel that they are the one you can lean to when you have problems but actually they are the one who drag you to your downfall. They make me feel really fragile everytime they talk to me as if I'm just a trash. They make me feel that I'm fool knowing that I'm vulnerable. Sometimes, I just want to kill myself knowing that I'm an outcaste from the group where once I belong. I usually show them my bright smiles and my loud laugh. Even my smiles and laughter seems true, it's still fake, it's just my way to show them that even I'm vulnerable and they once fooled me, I can still say that I'm brave enough to continue my life with or without them. :)
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WHY?
Random"Why" is the title because I want to write to lessen the burden that I feel~ All that is in here happened in my life Why did I'm writting this? Because I want to express what I feel~
