❤ Poems of MINE ❤

I LEARNED

I once a believer
Because were together
But now its long gone
Because your not the one
I thought its enough
But everything became rough
A thought of our happy ending
Became our misunderstanding
Your my dream fairy tale
But bacause of you i fail
You teach me more emotion
Because of you i see realization
"That there's no happy ending
In our life we are seing."
But you left me dumbfounded
Scared, crashed and wounded
But i still go to you and plead
Begging and crying like a kid
But you refuse to listen
Throw me away like a kitten
So in the street i sat crying
Gossip and whispers not minding
But now i buld my wall
And promise i won't fall
I now bacame numb
Not minding what love sound
I'am now tough
Treating boys rough
I make my self beautiful
So boys treat me wonderful
I hope you regret everything
Treating me like dirt for nothing
For now i treat my self like a
   queen
Before caring what relationship
   means.

**********NYX**********

November 9, 2016

I'm not bitter, just realistic.