❤ Poems of MINE ❤

Happy?

I live with you with all the lie
Now thinking 'what if i die?'
Will i able to stay away
In the pain you cause everyday
I know its very wrong
But i can't take it this long
I just wanted to take a break
For all of everyone's sake
I want to stay away from you
Just as you want me to do
You don't care of what i feel
Cause you said i'm hard to deal
Sorry for being like that
Acting like a childish brat
I just don't share what's mine
I didn't know it was a crime
So ended up in a cell
In there i hardly fell
And no one dare to give a hand
To help me to heal and stand
So i just endure the pain
Call me numb and insane
For not standing up on my own
And live with it ti'll i grown
I know you just use me
And love my popularity
But i've been blinded
And follow what you said
I know everything about you
I wanted you to know me too
But now everything is different
I know you know what i meant
I'm not the same you know
You push away to go
I became so much more
That anyone could adore
But i didn't regret anything
Cause i know their's a perfect
   timing
For the love that is only for me
I'm gonna be happy, you'll see.

**********NYX**********

November 11, 2016

Haha..   Moving on??