The Switch [Narcel] ~On Hold~

FOUR

"Gemma?"

Abort! Abort! Harry mumbled to himself. He had to make up a lie and quick. His sister was not allowed to know anything about this plan.

"Hello, my dearest little brother. You have some very interesting items in there." Gemma said, pointing at basket in Harry's hand.

"Oh, I'm just shopping for mum since she does not have the time to do it herself." Harry lied.

"I know what kind of makeup she is uses and none of it is what you have."

Gemma was now curious as to why her little brother is buying makeup and mostly coverup. She knew something was up and would not give up until she got an answer.

Harry on the other hand, was freaking out. He never expected his sister to know exactly what kind makeup their mum wears. "Umm..I " He started choking on his words and his throat became really dry.

"You know what, lets talks about this later. It's seems you're to scare to tell your big sis what's going. "I'll call you later tonight. Bye Harry." Gemma walked away, while her brother froze.

He was in deep shit now. The plan that he had with brother was no longer a secret between them. Their sister would be part of this too. She mostly likely isn't going to tell their mother. Gemma is usually very good at keeping secrets. He just did not like the thought of his sister being part of the plan. She would take over the whole thing. Harry liked being in charge. It was his plan in the first place.

So he paid for his things then headed on his way. Marcel was on the couch, reading some book when Harry walked in. He got his brother attention away from the book and told him to meet upstairs in the plan room ASAP. This caught Marcel's eye when Harry said it was urgent. Something is wrong and he fears the plan has backfired.

I'm so ugly, stupid, pathetic and worthless. Niall is beyond perfect. He gets many girls attention. I'll never get notice by him. Besides he is straight. So I have no chance. Why even bother? This is a waste of my time. I should have never agree to anyone of this.

Marcel's glasses start to fog from his tears. He takes them off and cries even hard. Luckily, he is in the hallway upstairs in a fetal position. He does not want any of his family to think he is weak. They already treat him like a baby since he is the youngest. He has recently had these thoughts of hating himself. Sometimes he feels like harming himself but he gets scared every time. He hates being gay. If he could be reborn again to make himself straight than he would.

This stresses him out a lot. His family does not even know expect Harry. None of them are homophobias but he is to scared to come out of the closet just yet. He will though. Very soon.

Harry patiently is waiting in his room for his brother. The book must be really good that Marcel can't put it down. But his brother needs to know what happen at the store today with Gemma today. He can't keep it in much longer. So Marcel better get his ass up here now.

He walks out of his room, pacing back and fourth in the hallway. Something trips him and its takes a second for him to realize what it is. He sees his brother in fetal position, looking down in the dumps. What could have possible had happen in so little time. He hates seeing his little brother upset. It's breaks his heart.

"Marce, What's wrong?"

Marcel looks up to his twin with the saddest eyes. The tears are still coming down but he managed to calm down a little. His brother wraps his arms around him, while he cries into his shoulder. "He'll nev-ver lov-ve me. I'm-m to ug-gly."

"HEY! Don't you every say anything like that about yourself ever again. You're beautiful. More beautiful than me. I know Niall will love you one day. People can change. Please don't cry. Everything will be okay. I promise."