The secret life of Dank Daddy Kenpai

Darker insides

Hey Mr. Journal, It's Ken here. My therapist told me to begin writing all over your sexy insides... any way, He told me to write down everything, and something about connecting with my Darker insides. 

I'm not sure what to write so I'm just going to say why I went to him in the first place...

I had a sudden feeling to do something bad, like really friggin bad. I don't even want to think about it because when I do, I get that feeling again. 

When I look in the mirror at a certain angle, I could have swore that my logo, that was on my shirt, began to frown. I had a sickening feeling that my bear hat was trying to kill me (that's why I no longer wear it.) 

I felt so crazy when I told this to the therapist. I'm a middle aged Youtuber, loved by many and I'm going crazy. He told me I was not crazy, but I feel different. I feel like there's a side of myself that I cannot control, and it scares me. I haven't even told Mary about it yet, but I think she is slowly figuring it out.

Im just going to stop there I cannot do this, not today. I was supposed to start my journal yesterday but that feeling... ugggghhh. I will try to write tomorrow.