The secret life of Dank Daddy Kenpai

He is here

I laugh at my old reactions, I remember writing that, Mary wanted to talk to me, that's why she got me to stop what I was doing. She asked me if I was okay, I had decided to tell her about the journal, visions, voices and therapy.

She was shocked at first, that her 'Little Kenny' could be in so much silent pain and her not know it until now. Thinking back on it, I feel bad that I did not tell her. Even after everything, All the hate, and the constant lies, I still love her.

Hey Journal, Im loosing it. Its only been a week after the last Update and I went to Therapy yesterday, I was asked to write at least twice a week if possible. I was given meds and so far they just make me sleepy, but I'm more scared of my dreams than reality. reality is plain, just as it seems. Dreams, they are endless voids that once they suck you in, your a gonner.

I accidentally posted a video today and I titled it SinnamonToastKin. I don't remember making or editing the video but I took it off as soon as I realized it was up. In this video I, well not me, Sinnamon was sitting in my chair, doing daily stuff, once or twice his face went staticy, but other than that, the viewers saw nothing. I saw a demon. One of his eyes was blue, the other black. He sneered at me mentally and I began telling him to shut the hell up, he did not stop until I deleted the video.

Good night Mr. Journal.