The secret life of Dank Daddy Kenpai

SinnamonToastKill

I flip the page knowing what is next, This is when things become complete.

Hey Journal. I'm tired, My vision is blurry and all I hear is SIn. I don't know what I am doing, I haven't eaten In Two days. I can even see you Mr. Journal. I have no idea how I'm writing in you, It may be Sin, he spoke to me again. This time he made an offer, He would make all the pain go away, and pledge safety to Mary If I only give in. He would have full control, and I could only stand back and watch the path unfold until he got bored.

Should I accept it? Mary will be safe from me/ him. I could chill out for awhile, I mean, he is me, so would he ruin his own life? Or my life, or whatever! 

Mary was attempted to call an ambulance because I told her about my new, terrible symptoms. She says that I don't have to give in, that she can fix me. Sin hisses in my ear that if she tries to fight him, he will not hesitate to kill her. I panic and quickly push Sin away, he breaks the glass top of a table on his way down. 

Mary looked at me, Scared. suddenly my vision was clear again, I run from the house, grabbing Sin by the wrist, dragging him behind me. When we get to the back of a house, I look at him with pleading eyes and said that I accept. He told me to go back home and tell Mary that I'm okay, Me and Sin dealt with it and that she not need not to worry.

Mary kept an eye on me for the rest of the day. She kept asking me dumb questions like, what's our anniversary? I don't think she believed I  was me still.

During dinner Sin pays me another visit, the feeling he brings with him this time comforts me. The strange thing is that it is the same feeling that sickened me before. I relax just in time as Felix pays me a surprise visit. He looks at me skeptically at first, but soon accepts that I'm fine, we do a broken podcast, except were both in the same room, Sin stays beside me the entire time, as if he were the only thing holding me to my sanity.

Felix expresses that he is glad I am back to normal. We play a few games together, but soon it is time for Felix to go home.

Sin asks me if it's okay that he waits a bit before taking over, he wants to wait until people forget about my 'crazy spell'.  

At this point I need him beside me to the least, I want him to take me over again, for him to control me however he pleases. I like the way he makes me feel stabilized or complete. I continuously beg him to take me over again, but he still says wait.

Night Mr. Journal!