As you can probably tell from the title, this is a serious chapter. I'm seriously considering committing suicide. I've been bullied since day care and it's gone on long enough. The problem is that I don't have the willpower to do it. I'm not strong enough to keep living, yet I'm not strong enough to die. I know some of you might be like "suck it up, bullying isn't that bad" YES IT IS! I just hate when people forget that others have emotions too. I may have mentioned this in previous chapters but others seem to completely forget I have emotions. I haven't cried in public since I moved. I guess I'm stronger than I thought huh. Keeping my emotions bottled up inside, I know it's not healthy but it requires quite a bit of strength for me to not break down. Although at least I can get my emotions out there.
