Through The Dark | h.s. (UNDER CONSTRUCTION)

sour patch kids and pianos 0.1

•Darcy•

There are seven billion

People on this planet

Who I have not met

And one hundred ninety four countries that I have

not visited

Yet, I am stuck in this

Insignificant town

Being pressured into

Making decisions about

My future

When I barely even

Know who I am

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But that's life, right? When I thought this world was full of happiness and peace, I thought everyone and everything was equal. But in reality this world is just a pretty shitty place to be honest.

You could say my childhood was not fun, I swear I went through the biggest

"I - hate - everything - fuck - off - or - i'll - make - a - voodoo - doll -of - you -stage"

and according to my mom I still am.

Let me tell you high school was the definition of hell. Annoying teachers, getting judged as you walk by someone, having to make new friends!

Only God knows how happy I that its my last year. Being a senior feels amazingly good.

In high school you were always labeled either the populars, nerds, goths or just plain out weird.

But me, I was a freak. Not even the lowest of the low would talk to me! Gosh, I was like some fucking human repellant spray.

I dazed out of my thoughts and turned on my stomach on my bed.

I finally ended up getting out of my warm bed and looked in the mirror.

My brown curly locks were stuck all over my face and you could see the white, dried drool covering my cheeks.

I started walking towards the bathroom when my door swung open, and my mum screamed and told me to hurry up because I was running late.

I put my hand on the doorknob and dragged myself into the bathroom then started combing my hair. I did the normal routine like washing my face, brushing my teeth and got dressed in a pair of ripped skinny jeans, a Sex Pistols tshirt, a red flannel wrapped around my waist and some converse.

I petted my cat Stella before I shut my door and walked downstairs out the door after grabbing a bagel.

I grabbed my shitty board started skateboarding down the street so I could get my bus. And when I got on I sat in the front and jabbed some earphones into my ears.

I clicked on my favorite song at the moment The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls and blasted music, closed my eyes trying to block out all the chatter. From my friends Luke and Michael talking to me.

I honestly don't know where I would be without them, they basically keep me sane and even though I hate to admit it I love them.

The bus finally arrived and when we got to the school there was a big crowd and the principle. I just assumed there was a big fight so I shrugged it off and went to my home room.

The place was basically empty more than half of the school was outside but I wasn't going to sweat it. If I didn't involve me I didn't need to be in it.

The bell rang and soon after everyone came piling in, but there was something odd. A large man walked into the room and introduced himself as Paul.