Pushed To The Limit (One Shot)

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Dont cry.

You always do that, I wanted to brush the tears off your face. key word: WANTED. It's not the same anymore, we're not the same anymore. How long was it, 6 months,7...or maybe a year? Honestly, I dont know.

Parting wasn't my intention but it had to be done. I know that I promised you that i'll stay attached to you. LDR wasn't my thing, in fact, i was bad at it. I dreaded being away from you. I tried to keep contact with you, really, I did. Maybe destiny wasn't on our side, or maybe the problem was us.

'We'll cross the bridge when we get there.' Telling you that was pure bullshit. Hey, I was in the moment. Our schedule was toxic, we were toxic. Whenever we had time for each other, we would either fight or argue on pointless things. Petty things made our relationship unstable. You'd demand for my time. Babe, I gave you that. I would give up sleeping if I had a choice.

I've been relentless with my studies and us until the point where i decided I should adjust with this whole LDR thing. It should start with me. So i've done it, adapting to your time, accepting your spontaneous calls just to pacify your thoughts about me accommodating a third party. I mean, i cant blame you for creating notions, babe; but, do you really think I would do that to you? My trust in you was strong, but, you in me?

My friends would laugh at me saying that the relationship that we were in was comical. I stood my ground, babe. I tried to fix us, but how could I?! When I've heard from your friends that you've been out with this other guy. You've broken us beyond repair. Tell me, babe, how can I repair something that was constantly broken?

We didnt really have closure. Just thinking about 3 years ago. Now I shrugged it of. Correction, I shrug you off. Dont cry, I dont deserve to be cried. Im not dead yet. Im alive, breathing and I had moved on.