Pushed To The Limit (One Shot)

Stop

Sorry

I'm tired of hearing that. Where did I go wrong?

I remebered it like it was yesterday. Sarcasm. Sarcasm. It did happen yesterday. 

I was overly excited cause we made up. We were not on speaking terms for a week. I was devastated. I managed for a surprise visit in your house but it was the other way around, by the end of the day you totally caught me off guard.

You told me you were out of town with your sister.

"Out of town with my sis."

Paranoria struck me, how can I not when your sister opened the door to your house.

Where were you?

I left your house not spilling words, hesitant to ask about your whereabouts from your sister. Wherever you went, did it require to lie?

I texted you. I didnt spill anything to you about your sister in your house, not wanting to spoil the surprise for you. Instead, i replied...

"Babe, hope youre enjoying there. :)"

I found solace  from my friends, upset and felt
dandy. 'Wherever he is maybe he's planning out something to make it up to you.' I hanged on to those words that my subconscious kept on feeding me.

I felt relieved. My friends pacified me and this made me loosen a bit. You know how possessive I get. We had countless fights regarding this matter. Sorry if this trait of mine made you tired.

Then, you texted me.

"Nah, baby. I enjoy more if you're with me. "

I dont know if you flipped the word cause babe, you never call me 'baby'.

Love was unplanned, hurting was inevitable, cheating was a decision.

Ancestral house was your supposed to be bar.

I didnt know that your parents tolerate incest.

I didnt know that you have an intimate relationship with your sister. You know, your hand inside her shirt, the other gripping her butt, your lips locked with hers.

I didnt know that it was legal to be overly intimate with your sister.

And i didnt know your sister was Tisha.

You weren't out of town, you were out on a Date.

I dont blame you for cheating. Actually, it's very mainstream nowadays. Relationships dont last long. Well, im not generalizaing it but there are some. The years dont matter. It doesnt matter how long you two are or how far you've gone, the only thing that matters is RESPECT.

Loyalty is just a word.

"I'm LOYAL to my girlfriend"
"I'm LOYAL to my girlfriend"
"I'm LOYAL to my girlfriend"
"I'm LOYAL to my girlfriend"

It becomes redundant and empty and pointless.

It's BULLSHIT

When things get toxic between the both of you, the only escape is out. You know, it takes two to tango. You should have told me. You should have RESPECTED me cause I'm your girlfriend and I'm STILL your girlfriend. Your decisions and actions might hurt me, at least it's the truth. After all, the truth hurts. But it's okay. I still love you, that's why I'm still fucking hurting.