Diary Of An Abused Teenage Girl

Welcome to Hell

1-5-11

I don't believe it, my cousin punched me in the face. Kris actually punched me. He wasn't even sorry. I was just sitting in my room watching TV and he came in and grabbed me by the collar of my throat and punched me in the face. Then he threw me back on my bed and said "Welcome to hell bitch". I was terrified. I didn't know what he meant, but the only thing I could think about was my face. I couldn't even feel it. I thought that he had broken my jaw. 

1-6-11

So, i think i experienced hell today. Kris picked me up from wrestling practice today, and he was acting all sweet towards me. Until we got home. I walked upstairs and thought I would see my parents, but they were still at work. But anyway, I went upstairs to my room and I put my stuff down. Then out off no where Kris kicks open my door and lifted me up by the neck. His grip was so hard that I could breathe. Then he says, "I am going to make your life a living hell because, you didn't bail me out when I asked you to". Then he threw me across my room. Then he kicked me, and grabbed me and threw me down the stairs. That is when I blacked out. When i woke up, my mom, my dad, and Kris were standing at the end of bed. They told me that I had fell down the stairs, and that the cabinet  fell on me. I wanted to tell them what really happened, but I looked at Kris and I said, "I guess I need to be more careful". 

1-7-11

I can't believe it, I have to go camping with Kris. I have no choice, my parents are making me go. I can already tell what's going to happen.

I can't feel my arm. I think Kris broke it. While I was setting up my tent, Kris came up from behind and put me in a choke hold. He didn't let go until my face was almost blue. Then he picked me up and threw me into a tree. Then he threw rocks at me and then he beat me with a bat. 

Well I can feel my arm again. The weird thing is that after he's done beating the living shit out of me, he stops and takes care of my injuries. I can't tell if he cares or not, I'm so confused. I want my old cousin back.