End of The Day |yoonmin|

11

"Yoongi, we need to talk."

This is it. This is the day. Yoongi has been prepared for this day for a long time. This is the day Jimin finally breaks up with him. He's not ready, no matter how prepared he is.

"About w-what?"

"2 months. You left me for 2 months. You didn't even ask if I was okay, or how I felt about it. You just went on with your life like nothing. I just went along with it because I had you back and you were happy. Yoongi, we need to talk about this or we won't get better."

Yoongi sat there completely shocked even though his face showed he was unfazed by this. What Jimin had just said is almost as worse as breaking up with him. Almost.

Yoongi didn't want to talk about why he zoned out for so long. It was too painful to think about it, let alone talk about it.

"Jimin, I'm sorry. I can't even imagine how you must've felt. I felt really bad for leaving you like that for the longest time. I hated myself every day, so I tried to make it up to you to make myself feel better. I'm only happy when you are, baby."

Jimin wanted to fucking cry. He didn't want Yoongi to do that. He wants Yoongi to be happy for himself; not only for Jimin.

"I don't want you to be happy when I'm only happy. If I'm sad, it's okay for you to sympathize with me, but stay positive please. Be happy with yourself. Put yourself before me, for once."

"I....Okay, Jimin. I'll try."

"Good, thank you. Yoongi, I was fucking pissed off at you at the beginning. I hated you for leaving me. I didn't show it because you needed me. But, hell, Yoongi I needed you, too. You weren't there for me; you couldn't be there for me. Every night I cried in the bathroom yearning for you. I missed you so fucking much. But, I soon realized it wasn't about me, and that you needed me more than ever, so I sucked it up. I started taking care of you, since you seemed to not be able to or just didn't care. I don't know. It pained me that we barely talked, barely touched. However, when you did come back, I was confused, angry, relieved. Confused because you didn't tell me what happened; angry because you acted completely normal; relieved because I had you back."

Yoongi was speechless. He was absolutely speechless. He didn't know Jimin had felt that way, and now that he does he feels like shit. A shitty fucking boyfriend. Those words don't even match up to what he feels but they're pretty damn close.

Yoongi doesn't want to talk about what happened, or why he zoned out for so long. It caused him so much pain. He reached a hand towards Jimin's face to wipe the tears, but Jimin stopped him half way.

"Fuck, I'm so sorry Jimin. I fucking swear to you that I'll make it up to you. Even if it takes my whole life. I needed you during that time, and you were there. I don't take that for granted. But, now you need me and I'm here. I'm here forever. Even if you don't want me anymore, I'll still be here. I feel so fucking shitty, but that's an understatement. Hell, I am a shitty boyfriend. Jimin, please, I ask for your forgiveness of those 2, dreadful months. I won't leave you like that ever again. I don't want to, anyway."

Jimin's heart was racing. This was the most heartfelt speech Yoongi has ever made in their entire relationship. He honestly loves this man so much, it physically hurts his heart. To hear Yoongi say those words, made Jimin be grateful of him even more. The fact that Yoongi meant all of it made Jimin fall in love with him more, if that was possible.

Jimin leaned forward, pressing his lips to Yoongi's, and not moving them. He was holding Yoongi's face in between his hands as Yoongi placed his hands over Jimin's. Jimin let out a choked sob, and Yoongi felt his lips tremble.

Jimin pulled away and rested his forehead on Yoongi's, both of them keeping their hands in place. It was quiet for a few moments.

"Let's go to bed."

"I have to make-"

"Bed."

Jimin let Yoongi lead him to their room. Yoongi discarded Jimin's clothes, slipping on the sweater Jimin can't seem to ever take off. Yoongi got undressed, then he and Jimin got into bed.

They laid down facing each other with Yoongi's arms around Jimin's waist. Their foreheads were pressed against one another again.

"Are we all better now?"

"We're all better now."