Legendary Book O' Randomness!!!

I'm...I'm Sorry...

Hey guys...

Swaggy here...

...and...I might not be writing much anymore...

...at least for a while...

I-I'll still come on...read...answer comments and messages but...

...I don't think I can write for a while...

I just....things are really hard for me right now...

...and laid in my bed, in the dark,, writing this...is really hard...

...because I don't know when I'm going to get better...

And I don't know what's going to happen...

I think I'm going to lay off fanfiction...just for a little while! Not because I don't like it anymore because believe me I do! It's just...it's upsetting me...

...a lot...

Seeing so many perfect written worlds...

...then looking at my real world and...

...well...

...I guess that's just it...

Reading X Reader one shots and FanFictions...makes me want it all to be real...

...and I know it's not...

...I just keep thinking, "nothing like this is real, it'll never happen to me...I'll never find someone like him...and no one like him would want me..."

If you read the "I Love You" chapter in my other book I think you'll know what I'm talking about...

There's other things too...but those don't matter...

I'm sorry if I let you down...

But hopefully I'll be back soon...

And to repeat: I'm not leavin' just takin' a break! That's all...

Yeah...

I love you all...my little Ninja...

See you soon...

S.w.a.g.g.y

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