Soo.. How you've been? It's been a while, hasn't it.
Ok so it took me a year and nearly a half to be able to update you guys again. I would really love to continue this writing, as I am slowly getting into writing again. As you all know I went through a rough patch last year and I stopped writing. My life is slowly going upwards. In the year I've been away I've had my first ever boyfriend, I've turned 18, I went through my first break up, I moved out from my dad's and I got a job. At Burger King actually, as it was opening where I live now. I've experienced being homesick af and missing my dad, I've experienced times where the only food I ate for a week was bread because of my economy. I had a rough patch where I told myself I would take a year of from school, then had a mental break down in the summer because I felt like if I didn't have school to go to my life didn't make sense, so I showed up at school the first day after summer and I got in! so yeah a lot has happened.
I'm also starting to see a psychologist, and I have my first appointment on the 22nd of November, so that's exciting.
But hardest of all, I've experienced what it's like to loose interest in your favourite hobbies. I stopped playing music and I stopped writing, and all I can do is miss it immensely. I've managed to regain my interest in music by playing a lot, so I am going to slowly start writing again to manage to bring back my interest in writing, but I don't know if I'm going to start with writing johnlock, as I had huge ideas for these imagines, so I have to see what comes next.
And thank you all for understanding, and I will be back better than ever as soon as I can manage!
