A girls life has started to get out of control, because of it she has changed to a cold heartless like person,
This girl and a boy named Chittaphon always say they are enemies, but do they actually like each other?
will they fall in love?
It had been around a week since my sister saw my arm and nothing really happened, I'm thinking I might be OK but I strongly doubt it. I went to take a shower, I was feeling a bit cold so I decided to wear a purple and white spotted long sleeve top and black tights. I get out of the shower and my mom is outside she tells me to sit on the bed, she asks what's wrong why did I do this to myself, she starts asking for forgiveness, asking how? When? Where? Saying she is sorry for not taking me on as many fun trips as my sisters went on then she said something that struck me, deep within the heart "I'm sorry you don't have a father in the rest of your childhood." She asked once again why I did it and said I couldn't leave until I said why, I trued to speak but my voice was no where to brme found and instead more tears fell out of my eyes. I finally managed to get a couple of words out, they were croaky and stuttered while being barely audible "you.....guys.... Drive me.....crazy." She asked what she or my sisters did but I had no more words left for I am empty, once I had calmed down I left the room. I had a journey prepared and I'm not ready for it.
Acoupleweekslater
I was flicking through Instagram and a post caught my eye "SEVENTEEN IS COMING TO MY CITY!" I screamed in my head, I asked my mom and sister's, they said no, sure I was sad and wished I could go but the next thing they said made my blood boil but at the same time I hated myself so much and wanted to cry myself to death "What have you done to deserve to go to it." I headed off to bed silently crying, someone entered the room telling me my mom was calling me too her bedroom. I went to the bathroom with my phone in my shirt pocket, I walk into the room and my mom is in there "what's your problem? I was calling you to give you your new umbrella." I sit on the bed, all of the sudden she is asking me for my phone I roll onto my front so she can't get it but she grabs my arm so tightly with a strong grip, if she went any tighter it'd bruise, but i don't bruise easily, I start screaming for help but no one is coming, she got my phone and starts look it through it, "do you see this foul language this person is using?" She says in an angry tone, I start screaming and crying realizing everything, absolutely everything is over, so many thoughts float around my head while I scream my main thought is why is no one coming and helping, minutes later after more and more screaming one of my sisters cone but not help, she just sits there beside me just there watching me scream and scream, I then freak out, what will my mom say to my online friends she has my phone, I quickly get my tablet and log onto my texting app, warning all my friends and saying goodbye. I end up getting tired from the crying and screaming and am ready to sleep and eventually drift into sleep, the next morning I wake up and my tablet is gone and I'm gonna be so late for school "You're not going to school for the next 2 days and you're not getting you're phone and tablet back until we decide to." School was my escape while I get the education my mother wants but I can't even go to that. If there is a perfect time to end my life,today would be the day.
