Never Forget Me

I hate that it's only I.
  Stuck where I am.
  I wish you were here still.
  But it's only me here.

  Why did you have to say I?
If you hadn't, you'd be here still.
  I know it wasn't a perfect love.
  But all I ever really wanted was you.

  We would always try to get even.
  Joke about situations we'd die in.
  If only I knew the closeness of death.
You were always much better than I.
  You knew how to do your will.
  I had promised you my always.
  That's a promise I will protect.
  Because I only ever wanted you.

I'll forget you never.
It's impossible for me to forget
But why did you  have to leave me?