Is Sanity real?

Chapter 1

Bad Voice
Good Voice
In between/Random Voice
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I woke up to a loud sigh.
"Hmm? Who...what?"
I was still half asleep and my mind was fuzzy.
Shhh go back to sleep...
She's right you know you really need that beauty sleep,your hideous.
Don't listen to him, you have some more time to rest...
I sat up and itched my head, I heard my mom calling me from down stairs.
"Coming Mom!" I shouted.
I quickly put on a green sweatshirt and some black leggings. I looked in the mirror.
Ugly! You look like a piece of- Ignore him you look great, and I'm sure that green gemstone hair clip would look great on you.
I went to the bathroom and grabbed the clip before going downstairs and waving to my mom.
"Hi honey, how'd you sleep?"
My mom asked me while handing me a plate of pancakes.
"Good, but was anyone in my room? I woke up to a noise."
She gave me a confused look and shook her head.
"I guess... Summer! She had probably went in your room."
As if on cue, Summer walked in wearing my blue suede shoes and my matching shirt.
She looks better than you! Your big sister is so much better than you!
Be quiet, you know that's not true you guys are both very pretty.
"Summer you should ask before you go in someone's room, or take their clothes."
She responded by rolling her eyes and flipping me off.
"Thanks." I mumbled.
I gave her a hard glare,
That's right get Real Angry, make her pay for that, the knifes are right there...
I eyed the knifes and looked at Summer. My hand twitched. I went to reach for one.
NO! Haney you know better, use your words. Tell her how that made you feel. Don't hurt her, you can't just go around hurting people when you're angry.
"Summer, be nice to your little sister, especially since you'll be getting another one."
She said smiling while patting her stomach.
Summer's mouth dropped,
"What the FUCK!? Mom seriously? Why? Wasn't that Bitch enough? Why do you insist on putting me through hell all the time? Do you hate me? I hate you! And that Bitch too!"
She said pointing at me.
She ran out and my Mom turned pale and looked shocked.
That's right, it hurts doesn't it? She never loved you. She hates your guts. And your Mom will love the baby more than you. She'll love it like you never existed.
Enough of that, your sister doesn't hate you she's just upset right now, and you'll love your little sister more than anything, and your Mom will love you all equally.
"I'm excited for the baby Mom. Can we name her Scarlett? I think that name would be good for her."
My Mom shook out of her trance and nodded, with a smile.
"Your sister named you, so it's only fair. And that's a really nice and pretty name. I love it, Scarlett it is."
I smiled and nodded. Finishing my pancakes, I grabbed my book bag and went outside to wait for the bus. Summer was already there,whispering with her boyfriend, Chad Drowns. It's a weird last name but whatever.I saw the bus  turning the corner and I said,
"Bus is coming now."
They gave each other a long and lovey look before kissing quickly.I shuddered at the thought of doing that. THATS    
DISGUSTING.
Anyways I saw my friends at the back of the bus as always,and rushed to find a seat next to them.
Hello Everybody! Welcome to School AKA Prison! Where everyone is a jerk to everyone!
I laughed at that, Random was so funny sometimes.
My friends gave me a weird look,
"What are you so happy about?"
"Hmm...Nothing really?"
They gave me another look before continuing with the conversation.
"ICE CREAM!!!!!!!"
I screamed.  My friends busted up laughing.
"Dude WTF?! That's hilarious."
They all started laughing again.
"Speaking of Ice cream~ Do you guys want to get some after school? It's on me!"
They all nodded eagerly.
"Why the hell not?"
Said a few joking around.
They only like you for your money. Which will soon run out. They secretly hate you and think that you're a cowardly prissy brat who deserves to die, they think you're a stupid needy idiot.
I felt my attitude drop and looked out the window quickly. He's right, they only like me for now.
That's not true in the least, they all love and care about you. They all would take a bullet for you, just as you would for them.
The bus arrived at school and as I was leaving, Summer, 'My Oh so Wonderful Sister' stuck out her foot and tripped me. I fell on my face, and got a bloody nose. I glared at her and something snapped. I got up and lunged at her she screamed and moved.
Stop it! Relax, calm down.
I leaned up against the emergency exit and tried to calm my brain. And my breathing. I panted heavily and tried to stop myself from hitting Summer. My whole body was twitching.
I put my hand to my nose and walked out.
Summer didn't know how lucky she was.
She had no idea.