Azusa x Reader (Not Completed)

Day 2

I'm asleep...

But I know I have to wake up, I'm scared that these vampires might kill me...

What will my life become?Did Yui get killed by this unknown guy and is that why there so depressed. Why are they all depressed if they were all gonna kill her though. Did they all love or hate her?

I wake up

I look around the room for any blood or changes. Instead of he kitchen I was in a bedroom I had a nightgown on and it wasn't mine, is it Yui's? I didn't know but it was kinda short and purple and I felt kinda pretty in it. Then I felt it, someone breathing on the side of my ear. I felt my face get red immediately, I wasn't used to the whole relationship situation. I haven't even had my first kiss yet and I'm 17, I was dumb my when life it was always work, work, work. So this arm I see across my body and this breathing next to my ear and this warmth I feel at the back of my body is all new but...
I'm scared, whos this person around me, does he want to hurt me? (A/N Or the other way around ^^ Okay I'll stop)

I slowly get out of the bed and don't want to look at this person's face I just wanted to run. Then I felt a grip pull me back. I scream but they also put there other hand over my mouth. I'm now sitting on the bed and the other man holding me and hugging me on the other side. He let go of my hand and uncovered my mouth then put's his two arms over my shoulders. "Please don't run away..." "Your warm and I'm sleepy... so... stay with me... a little longer..." This wisper in my ear, made my ears go red, I was blushing alot. I knew that this slow talking and warm person behind me was Azusa. I faced my fears and said softly, "Azusa, please let me go, please."

"Okay... but.. you have to hurt me first..."

What? Did he really say what I think he did!?! Why... Why..

I reply,"No, why would I do that."

"I want you to hurt me it feels good."
"Show me that I'm alive..."

What? What do I do? As I'm in shock of what he just said to me he grabs my hand forcefully and puts a knife in it.

I was shaking, this was a tool that I never imagined seeing myself holding. I was so scared. This person Azusa was a vampire who liked pain and wanted me to hurt him and I should hurt him even if it's a little so I, can escape from the Mukami's. At least get one distracted right?

But..
The look in his eyes...

It's scaring me yet I want to hug him, he looks like the type of person to have gotten hurt in the past, not in the hurt that he wanted but bullied... abused...

So I asked him almost in tears, "Do you really want me to hurt you?"

I waited for his response, I was being really sincere with my question, he has to say no...
But of course it wasn't the response I wanted to hear.

"Yes.... please show me that I'm alive... or I'll show you myself..."

He then throws me onto the bed I found myself in, and he grabs both of my wrists and puts them above my head. I pinned onto the bed...
Is my life over now...