If was 2am, I was skypying my internet best friend
(BF/N mean best friend name and try make it be internet friend but if not just a real one xx Your best friend talking is bold and you will be like this but not bold)
I can't wait for you to move in with ME!!!
Sameee!!, anyway do you have any video ideas for me to do?
Hmm...Singing for sure!!! You're so good with singing like teach me senpai
We were in a laughing for, she was my only happiness in this dull old black life , she's the rainbow makinging it colourful. She's why I'm not in a grave 6 feet under...and this is the reason I'm moving in with her, she's my soul mate she's my life she's my everything she's the light I follow the light till I reach my goal and that is to find happiness...
-Time Skip-
It's 5am and finding the perfect song to sing , I've got 4 million subscriber's they've helped me to but mostly BF/N i got messages every so often by people in my old school asking to hang out...
Soon I found the perfect song, and it made all the sparks in me enfuseinto a firework bombing out with every spark..
It
Was
PerfectBut too perfect for me but I'll give it a go, maybe my next career is this , but I doubt it
I started getting my camera and everything ready I got some of the background music ready to play and put the lyrics up I started up the camera and did my intro as always"Well hello there my (What you call your fans )"I smiled
"I'll be doing a video that might seem out of the blue but I'll be...Singing!"I did the jazz hands it was really awkward but anyway I said what I was song and stuff
(Here's the song to listen to)
I played the intro music my hands shaking crazy.. I took a deep breath and I started
"Two am, where do I begin
Crying off my face again
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bedI'm a ghost of a girl
That I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl
That I used to know wellDancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart againToo afraid, to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
For the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me till I fall asleepI'm a ghost of a girl
That I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl
That I used to know wellDancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart againBroken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me
And the lonelyDancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again"I let my breath out that I didn't notice that I was holding on accident,
"Thank you for watching this!" I smiled
"I'll put in mind to maybe make more videos like these...Anyway Goodbye Internet For now "I flew a kiss and leaned in to close the camera
I took a look on my phone it was 5:37Am
It's really early I thought, I went on Twitter tapping the screen eagerly I tweeted this
"Had fun making a video at 5am, hope you love it ;3 , better sleep before I die lmao" I sent it and ready for bed
I jumped into the bed awaiting for what's next to my simply depressing but exciting life....
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