Arranged to him *slow updates*

chapter 14

Arely's p.o.v   (not edited)

As I stormed out of the room my vision was becoming blurry because of my tears but  I quickly grabbed my hand bag which had my car keys in it and ran to my car quickly locked the doors and turned on the car but before I backed out I wiped my tears away and tryied to stop the tears from coming out. I backed out and started driving to my cousins house their names are Josh and Jasmine. the way there my phone kept going off after a while I got annoyed of my phone and grabbed it and threw it to the back of the car. Once I got at my cousins I jolted out of the car and ran to the door knocking as fast as I could to get my cousins to open the door while again my tears are falling down my face. once my josh opened the I hugged him tight as if my life depened on him so he knew I had to let my tears out relax and the only way I can do that is singing my heart off so he sat me on a chair and said "sing". I nodded my head and started to sing the first song that came up in my head.

" On the first page of our story the future seemed so bright then this thing turned out so evil I don't know why im still surprised even angels have their wicked schemes and you take that to new extremes but you'll be my hero even though you've lost your mind just gonna stand there and watch me burn but that's alright because I like the way it hurts just gonna stand their and hear me cry but that's alright beacuase I love the way you lie ,love the way you lie ohhh love the way you lie now there's gravel in our voices glass is shatter from the fight in this tug of war you'll always win even wen im right cause you feed me fables from your head with violent words and empty threats and its sick that these battles are what keeps me satisfied just gonna stand there and watch me burn buts that's alright because I like the way it hurts just gonna stand there and hear me cry but that's alright because I love the way you lie  I love way you lie ohhh, I love the way you lie so maybe im a masochist I try to run but I don't ever wanna leave til theses walls are goin' up In smoke with all our memories just gonna stand there and watch me burn but that's alright because I like the way it hurts just gonna stand there and hear me cry but thas alright because I love you lie, I love the way you lie ohh I love the way you lie." Once I finished I was so relaxed and felt better i looked back up at my cousin and saw he was smiling at me and showed my his phone that had recored me. i just gave him a weak smile back but deep down i know that all this time ive mught of thought that i hated harry but honesty im starting to fall of him even if he treats me lke shit and always have treated me like it. i know what your thinking how the hell can you fall for a person whos used as a punching bag all of your life and make it worse you were arranged to him like wtf. but has weird as it sounds its true. "josh can i tell you a secret but you promise not flip out ?"  "yeah you can and i promise not to flip out." i took deep brethae and said 'I think im falling for him." it took while for josh to register what i had just told him. next thing i know is he is yelling at me "HOW CAN YOU BE FALLING FOR THAT PIECE OF BISCUIT THAT HAS DONE GOOD TO YOU BUT USE YOU AS A PUNCHING BAG ALL YOUR LIFE AND DONT FORGET HE GOT YOU PREGNANT FOR PETES SAKE ARE YOU LISTENING TO YOUR SELF " I cringed at the sound of him yelling at him " i know hes never been a great person to me but i have to show him im the good person and yes im falling for him and trust me i cant believe myself either another reason is i would love for the baby to grow up with a loving family by his side just like you did unlike me my parents got divorced and and my dad died and i still have athis wierd connection with my dad where i can hear and talk to him even though hes not with us anymore."