Arranged to him *slow updates*

chapter 13

Arely p.o.v

I broke down into tears and stayed there for a while before getting up and heading back to my room. I just sat on my bed, thinking about my life... it's basically ruined. When I gradurated high school I became a model; however, ever since Harry came back into my life he has forced me to quit. I refuse to let him stop me from being an actress or singer... I have decided I want to start my singing career, so I got my laptop out, and opened up the camera and recorded myself singing Grenade. After I finished I decided to text Jessica I haven't really talked to her in a while.

Once I finished I decided to fix myself up, go to my moms house, and go to my old room. There are a lot of bad memories but I still remember how I felt safe like nothing could actually hurt me in any way.

I walked down the stairs and noticed Harry was asleep on the couch. I smiled slightly seeing how peaceful and innocent he looks...if only he was actually like that. I got my car keys and headed to my mom's house. Once I got there I knocked on the door, and she opened "Hi honey! Why don't you come in?" She cooed, while hugging me. I stepped inside and remembered all those painful days "I'm going to go to my old room." I told her. Mom just nodded I headed upstairs and instantly felt safe. I walked over to my bed, sat down and looked around remembering things from when I was little. How great things were- until high school, it all started going down hill. I grabbed my stomach said in my mind 'I promise you'll have a way better life than I did , I promise.' My phone started to ring I didn't check to see who it was...but it happened to be Harry.

A: Hello?

H: Hey where are you I woke up and you're not home?

A: I'm at my mom's house ,in my old room why?

H: okay just stay there I'll meet you there okay? Bye.

A: Okay, bye.

Once I hung up I noticed it's the first time having a nice conversation. Minutes later Harry walked in so I spoke up "Hey" Harry answered back with a "Hey"

"Harry why are you nice to me today?" He sighed and walked over to my bed and sat while I moved back more.

"I saw what was in the bathroom you forgot it there, why didn't you tell me"

" I didn't want to tell because I was scared you might want to beat me more." I said with tears falling. Harry then hugged me. "Well I'm not going to beat you anymore, and don't worry we'll get though this together" he said, while kissing my forehead.

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For the first time I smiled again. It was a real smile, not a fake one. I was looking through my room and found my graduation dress and a box that had Christmas wrapping paper around it. I got it down and I saw a notebook inside along with other item's. I opened my notebook to the first page and read "I remember how my dad would always drive me to school and walk me to breakfast. He also helped me prepare my cereal then before he left to work. I would hug him and give him a kiss on the cheek then I let him go, but then there was a day I got mad at my dad he was also mad at me so he told me that he was only going to drop me off. I felt so sad because I was so use to him taking me to breakfast that day I cried and was the day I met my best friend which happens to be Jessica but I call her Jessi. When I met her she had long straight black hair which by 7th grade she gets highlights.

~end of flashback~

Then I find a picture of me and a boy but I don't remember much about that day. I just remember I was so happy..well over the moon actually. Just as I was going to flip the picture Harry snatches it away from me, "Why are you smiling so big for this picture?" he said with an attitude.

"You know what, Harry!? I'm so done with your damn attitude what have I done to you? Ever since day 1 I met you all you have done is be mean to me. I knew this was to good to be true! Actually think you're ever going to change one day, but I'm done with these mood swings of yours!!" I yell at him with my eyes becoming blurry as I storm out the room.

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okay so this is whut is up but i havent been updating because school started and i have been slowly been adding to it and i took the ACT test which was bloody long. so yeah i hope you like it. :) Also thank you to my awesome editor JessicaAndMegan!!!

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