This Angel

This Angel (one shot)

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THIS IS FOR MY BESTFRIEND.~ <3

Ciao, Thol. Dedicated to you. XD Saranghaeyo!~ Sorry~ Xoxo ♡
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"Why I always have this one? When I know to myself that I doesn't deserve it?"-Sam Erica Pontevedra

Samer's POV

Have you ever find this one who you really feel that are being so true to you? Have you ever feel of being not the best because you know in yourself that you are not best enough to be treated like a very very important person in someone's life?

Well, sounds cliche', but me on myself feeling those kind of things.

Minsan na 'kong nagkaroon ng mga importanteng tao sa buhay, and those who I treated important was gone.

Ewan ko ba, bigla bigla nalang silang nawala. Bigla bigla, ayaw na nila akong kasama. Bigla bigla, magagalit nalang tapos iniwan ako.

Dahil siguro akala nila hindi sila mahalaga sakin, well hindi ko naman sila masisisi.

Hindi kasi ako showy. 'Yung tipong sasabihin ko sayo kung gaano ka kahalaga sa buhay ko.

Ipaparamdam ko kasi 'yon. Sabi nga actions speak louder than words.

Pero ang totoo lahat ng taong dumaan sa buhay ko, pinahalagaan ko.

Kaya ngayon. Natatakot na 'kong buksan ulit 'yung pinto nitong puso ko para sa mga taong papasok dito, para maging kaibigan ko. Well...

That's why I already built a wall in me that will protect myself from those person who I will meet then will leave me.

Better to deprive myself on having those who will left me soon.

I'm scared of being left.

So scared as fvck... this is why.
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When suddenly there is a someone who's always existing in my way... in my every boring day... in every boring existence of my life here in this dangerous world.

"Samer, nagtataka lang ako ha, why you are always covering your face with your hair? Why are you always looking down whenever you walk?" This girl asked.

I just ignored her.

"Are you hiding your face?" She asked again.

This girl is the one who I am talking about earlier... This girl always here to ruin my boring existence in this world, because of this girl my boring life suddenly turned into a meaningful one.

Yes, it is. The puzzling thing of it is... is just that I can't show or even tell her that she gave a meaningful life to me.

"Y-you don't know the answer 'cause you don't know the whole story of mine, why you're always being there by my side?" Tanong ko, halos pabulong.

"Huh?" She asked. "Alam mo, ang hirap mong kausapin. Hahaha!" She really is she.

She always laughing at me when she didn't heard what I've just say.

"Why you are always here with me?" I said, this time medyo nilakasan ko na, sapat para marinig niya.

I look at her with her oh-so-shocked face. Yes, she is in shocked mode.

E kasi naman, bihira lang ako magsalita. Bihira ko lang din ulitin ang sinabi ko. Bihirang bihira kaya nga nagtataka ako kung bakit nandito pa din siya at kinakaibigan ako.