Dear diary,
Today, I want things to be different. I want everyone to stop treating me like a victim. Everyone acts as if they'll break me. It's annoying.
I want things to be back to normal. The more they pity me, the more days I remember what happened. If they'd forget, I'd forget.
I'm worried. Mostly about Lilly. She's so young but she's been through so much. I hate it for her. I hate it for Mom too.
But I promise. Today will be different. For better or for worse, I guess.
I know it'll be hard to forget Dad. I don't want to forget him. Just what happened. I want to be normal.
Mom is having a harder time than I or Lilly am because she was there. In the car.
I'm not going to write about it. It's just self pity.
School is tomorrow and I really don't want to go. Everyone's talking about me.
I just want to be alone. To be left alone.
Anyway, today will be different. I promise.
I hope.
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Don't Let Me Go //TVD\\
Fanfiction// Stefan Salvatore is a vampire. He's been in hiding for as long as he could remember \\
