Nine

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Warning: Some sad depressing parts
Jack's POV
After a week or so of living, Jack finally started making videos again. But they weren't the same. He was never as happy, his "top of the mornin'" wasn't as loud. His rages weren't as raging and more depressed. All of his fans noticed. They told him all the time. They still loved and supported him, but they were all really worried about him. Even his friends noticed. He even got diagnosed with depression and started seeing therapists. After a day of crying and screaming at his therapist, Jack went home and walked straight to the kitchen. He grabbed his biggest knife he had and held it right over his wrist. He slowly lowered it, but as he got closer and closer to the skin, his hand started shaking. Before he could do any damage or self harm, Jack dropped the knife and his knees gave out as he slowly sank to the floor crying. He couldn't do it. Mark wouldn't have wanted him to. Every single morning, he tried to cut himself, but every single day he failed, for he could only see Mark's disappointed and sad face. But one day, it just grew to be too much for Jack. He grabbed the knife from the kitchen and without thought, he slit his wrist. The pain was supposed to make him feel better. To make him forget about Mark. But all it did was add physical pain. Jack started crying some more and dropped the knife. After about five minutes, Sean picked up the knife and dropped it in the sink. He washed his hands and put on a large bandaid. After that, he grabbed a paper towel and got it wet and cleaned up the blood on the floor. Then he just cried more. He cried for maybe an hour. But he ran out of tears after ten more minutes. Jack felt at his all time low. He couldn't feel any worse than he did. A scream tore apart his throat as he yelled for Mark's name. He kept yelling and yelling until he couldn't even speak anymore. Then he fell asleep on the floor.
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Jack looked around and saw nothing but blackness. When he tried to speak, everything sounded muffled and distant. And echoey. Jack kept looking around and finally saw Dark. He only knew it was him because of his eyes, they were black with the red irises. But they also had tears in them.
"Jack", he heard Dark echo.
"You can still save him. He's still here. You can still save him. You can still save him..." he said it over and over again, each time growing more and more distant. Jack had no idea what it meant. Finally, Dark disappeared and Sean was left to wander the black abyss. He couldn't find anything. As he walked forward, he started to hear Dark's voice again. It grew louder and louder, but he never saw Mark's opposite. He never showed up again. "You can still save him..." it keep going and going. The same sentence over and over again. Then Dark's voice grew colder. It started sounding evil. Like a demon. The voice started haunting Jack as he now ran away from the voice instead of towards it. But no matter where he ran, the voice was there. Jack didn't know where to go so he slumped to the floor and covered his ears. He yelled at no one in particular through the screams. "Stop it! Leave me alone! I DON'T WANT YOU HERE!!!"
      Jack jolted up with a gasp. He was covered in sweat and his back and neck were soar.
     "Jack?"
     Jack shook his head. It sounded like Mark. He was obviously still recovering from the nightmare. But then he heard it again. Not a question, but a statement.
     "Jack..."
     Jack turned towards the voice and blinked a couple times. He couldn't believe what he was seeing. He shook his head and rubbed his eyes. No. he wasn't hallucinating. This was real. It was Mark.
    
BOOM!! Cliffhanger!! Sorry this was so short guys but I hope you liked it. I know I did. Anyways. I want you guys to know that I also have another story called Through the Looking Glass that you could possibly like. It's not septiplier but it is about jack and this girl. You can substitute the girl for yourself as you wish to and it's pretty fun. You don't need to see it but if you want then go right ahead. Anyways.... HAVE A GREAT DAY!!! *hugs*
-Kyra

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