Hey, I'm Tired

For Dad

Dear Dad,
It's been long.
8 years.
I miss you.
I always have since the day you were gone Kev, Danny, Ellie and Kristine miss you,
Mum misses you,
We all miss you.

Dad,
I love you.
I know I always tell you that.
And I really mean it.
I do, so much.
But since you were gone,
I realized how much time was lost and wasted
And I regret every single time I lost my temper on you or mum... even my siblings.
I also realized that I loved you far more than I ever thought.
Words couldn't explain really.

Daddy,
You've protected me and my siblings for as long as I can remember
And for that,
I promise that I'll take care of mum and the others for you.
I will risk my life for that.
When I knew,
I was heartbroken.
We both know everything was unexpected,
All of us do.
And you were happy before you died.
You were so jolly about getting me my gift that very same day.
And I can't believe that the last time I saw you was going to be the very last time I'd see you.
All I could do then was accept it.
As hard as it was, I had to
Because I knew that I needed to help others move on too.

I just want you to know that I truly love you and I thank you for everything you've ever done for me.

Your favorite daughter (😝),
Lizzielove

Haiii!!!
So the reason I wrote Lizzielove is because trhat was what dad used to call me. Mum sometimes called me that but she'd usually call me Lily or just Lizzie.

-Lizzie xx