Dan's POV
Phil waked into the kitchen and greeted me with a cheery "good morning!"
"Morning" I smiled at him.
"So, video ideas for today?" He said as he opened the cupboards in search for cereal.
"Not sure, did you download that Spongebob Slender game?"
"Well, yeah but I thought we're saving that for spooky week" Phil brought his nose out of the tall cabinet "where's the Lucky Charms?"
"Right here." I handed him the box that had been sitting next to me the whole time.
"Thanks" he nodded and poured himself a bowl. "I used all the milk, will you get some more today?"
"Sure" I nodded.
We talked about video ideas, life and other YouTubers. The subject shifted to our Fans..then our ship name.
Phan.
"Imagine how many people would flip if we actually made a video about us being in a relationship." I giggled.
"I feel that would cause so much chaos though." Phil laughed with me "like, so many people would get mad when we told them it was just a joke." I smiled and ate more of my cereal. "That would be funny though."
I nodded and the subject of conversation changed from us to our friends to Shane Dawson for some reason.
We both loved Shane very much and I mean VERY much. We talked about how happy we were that he went public with his relationship.
"Him and Ryland are so cute together"
"I agree" Phil smiled. "Well I'm going to shower."
Phil went to the bathroom and I sat on the couch. I watched YouTube for about 10 minutes.
I should go get some milk now
I did a sweep of the cupboards and refrigerator too see what else we needed. I made a list.
Milk, strawberries, chips, and water bottles.
I went to the bathroom door to ask Phil what he wanted but the open door and steam-covered mirror made it evident he had already showered. I walked down the hall to Phil's room.
"Phillll, what do you want from the store"
I opened the door to his bedroom
"Phil what do you wa-"
He came to the door in nothing but his boxers. My eyes wandered.
"What?" He questioned.
"Oh, uh, what do you want from the store?"
"Ooh, you should pick up some Vanilla ice cream." He smiled
"Sure, anything else?"
"Uhh," he puffed out his cheeks while he thought. "Nope"
"Okay." I smiled and added the ice cream to my list.
***
In the store I started to feel bad for looking at Phil. I mean, I'm not gay and neither is he. Why did I look then. Why didn't I just keep eye contact. I remember the way his body flowed. I mean, It was worth it, looking at him but, I'm not like..into him like that. What if he has a girlfriend? I started to feel worse and worse for what I did as I roamed the aisles of the store. I checked out and packed the bags into the small trunk of my Honda Civic. Then just sat in the driver seat thinking.
I'm not gay. But I liked looking at Phil. But I don't like him like that. Like at all. I couldn't. He's my best friend.
I drove around a little, trying to find something to stall going home. I stopped for coffee but got Phil his usual. Great. Now I had to go home so his coffee wouldn't get cold.
I hope he didn't notice me looking at him.
(A/N)
Hey guys! It's been so long. Hope you like the new Phan fic. Don't forget to vote, share, and comment. Sorry this beginning chapter isn't that long.
