(Y/N) P.O.V.
You are dating Colby Brock. He is a internet sensation who makes funny videos on YouTube with his best friend Sam Golbach. You and Colby have been dating for 5 magical months, you guys came out as a couple the 3rd week you two were dating. You were happy that you guy were finally out, but Colby's fan weren't... You would see comments on your Instagram saying 'ew you are so fat, idk y Colby likes u' and 'you should rlly just kill urself now, no1 luvs u, not even Colby' or 'hang ur self, I would luv tht'. The hate was getting out of hand and you couldn't take it anymore, the hate was getting to you, and it was getting to you very bad. Your eyes started to tear up and your vision began to get blurry, you were crying. You are at Sam and Colby's apartment, but neither of them were back yet.
You then decided to go to the bathroom. You locked the door and opened a drawer that contained razor blade you had hid. You grabbed one of the blades and sat on the floor. You rolled up your sleeve and let the blade do its work. Your chest felt relieved, it felt relaxed. Red blood oozed from your cuts and made a small puddle on the bathroom floor. And at that moment, you realized you had fucked up. If Colby saw the cuts on your arm, he might think your are a freak and leave you. You cried. Then cried even harder. You thought about what you were gonna do until your thoughts were interrupted by a loud knock at the door (the bathroom door, you are in the bathroom). You then heard a voice. It belonged to Sam.
"(Y/N), please open the door! I heard you crying, are you okay?," Sam said.
"Please go away Sam! I'm fine!," you said hoping he would leave.
"Are you sure? You know me and Colby are here if you need a shoulder to lean on."
"Yeah I know. I'll-*cough* I'll be-*cough*okay."
"Are you sick? I hear you coughing."
You collapsed on the floor. You were loosing too much blood from your deep cuts. The life from your body was slowly being drained.
Sam P.O.V.
I heard a thud coming from the bathroom, (Y/N), is in there, I don't know if she is okay or not.
"(Y/N)! Open the door please! Tell me what's wrong!"
No response.
I pounded on the door harder and harder. I saw Colby walking over to me.
"Sam? What are you doing? Is (Y/N) in there?," Colby asked as a worried face was glued to his happy normal face.
"Yeah, she is in there. I heard her crying, she won't open the door. I heard something fall, it sounded as if someone fell down-," before I could finish my sentence, Colby kicked the door open. I saw (Y/N)'s half dead body on the ground, quickly, I called 911.
Colby P.O.V.
I knelt down and held (Y/N) in my arms. My beautiful angel was hurt, and I didn't even realize.
"(Y/N), please, wake up. I'm so sorry. Was this my fault? I will try to fix it if it was my fault. Please, talk to my baby girl.," I said in her ear.
She didn't say a word. She didn't move. Nothing.
-Time skip 1 day later, brought to you by Owen the plant-
(Y/N) P.O.V.
I woke up in a hospital bed. My head ached very bad, and I spotted white bandages over my cuts. Colby entered the room and I saw bitter sweat tears drip down his baby soft cheek.
"Colby, why are you crying? There is no reason to be sad.," I softly said.
"Why did you do it? Was it because of me? I love you, so much. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. I love you, I never wanted you to do this.," Colby said between sobs.
"No! No! Colby, it's not your fault at all!"
"Then... who's fault is it?"
"Your fans, they hate me. Their hate gets to me, Colby. I'm sorry that I let it get to me, I'm a dumb ass."
"Why didn't you tell me? We could've figured out a better solution then this, baby girl."
"I'm sorry, I guess I'm just so used to bottling up my feeling and doing thins like this. I understand if you want to leave me. I'm sure all people would once they found out what a freak I am."
"No, I would never leave you. I love you more than love itself.," Colby stated as he walked next to me. He sat down, and unwrapped my bandages, they were already scabs. Colby then started kissing each cut on my arm. 1 kiss, 2 kisses, 3 kisses, 4 kisses, 5 kisses, and finally 6 kisses.
"I love you so god damn much, (Y/N). Promise me you won't do this again, okay?"
"Okay, Colby. I promise, and I love you too."
Colby then inched his face closer to mine and gave me a small peck on the lips.
