Lily's POV
I hate myself. I have my insecurities. I dont like the way i look. All the ugliness is causing me to not find a special someone. I dont know why my best friend Andy Biersack still wants to hang out with an ugly freak like me. I sat next to Andy who was playing on his phone. "Andy?....." i asked, "hmm" was his reply. "Why do you like hanging out with me?" I asked and he cocked his head up. "Because your smart, funny and beautiful." He responded. "Im not beautiful Andy.... im not like all the pretty girls you dated or could have been friends with." I replied and i looked down. I felt my chin being lifted up and i felt warm plump lips on mine. I looked at who it was and it was Andy. He soon pulled my body against his and picked me up bridal style and carried me to his room. He broke the kiss and tiss me on the bed "Lily, i love you. I always have" he said and kissed me with passion. He broke the kiss and started to take my clothes off. I moved away from him and got up and started to leave "i know you don't love me Andy, your just saying that because you feel sorry or you think you just have to." i said "No Lily i really love you, ever since kindergarten" he said and came closer to me. He kissed me again and successfully took off my clothes and his and laid me on his bed. "I love you Lily but this is gonna hurt." he said while lining himself up with me and then slammed into me. He thrusted into me not breaking eye contact and with every thrust he became rough and fast and i was enjoying it. His thrusts soon became sloppy and i felt a bubble forming in my belly and he gave a last thrust and we both went over the edge. He pulled out and laid me next to him. "I love you Lily" he said, "i love you too Andy" i replied and closed my eyes.
