Paper Rose (And Other Poems)

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I Burned My Journal Last Week

Just To See The Ashes

It's Calis

And Random

And Stupid

Just Like Me I Guess

I Lit The Match

And Just Like That

The Pages

The Cover

Were Gone

And The Flame Was Too

There Wasn't Any Satisfaction

I'm Going To Be

The Downfall 

Of Everything

And Everyone 

I Love

I Just Put On A Fake Smile

And Pretend Like It's All Okay

I'm Screaming

I Want To Cry

I NEED TO CRY

I Can't Cry

"Do This!"

"Do That!"

"What About Tomorrow?"

"What About Your Family?"

"Your Friends?"

Person After Person

Note After Note

Song After Song

Talk After Talk

It's Not Helping

IT'S NOT FUCKING WORKING OKAY!

"Are You Okay?"

"Yeah."

I'm A Liar

A Cheat

A Fag

A Hideous Waste Of Space

A Mistake

I'm Not Okay

It's Not Your Fault

It's Just Years And Years

Of Anger

Of Sadness

Of Names

Of Insults

I've Kept It All Built Up Inside Me

And Now I'm Letting It Out

And It Hurts

It's Hurting Me

The People I Love

Why Am I Still Here?

"It Gets Better"

But...

When?