The affair

Chapter 6

Chapter 5// love affairs and cut off relationships

Alexis' point of view:

"Blah blah blah blah, that's all I hear that is coming out of your mouth jack. Look why am I even here? My boyfriend is waiting for me" Jack flinched at the word 'boyfriend' but quickly shook it off. I was currently in Jacks room- sitting down on his chair and watching as he talks to me about some "important stuff" that involves him breaking the engagement off and me breaking up with Alex so I could be in a relationship with Jack.
I don't know if he's high or drunk or both because he's literally going crazy.

"Lexi, I love you. Does that not mean anything?" I rolled my eyes and got up "Jack, jack, jack. You're obviously not thinking! You think that by breaking off your engagement and by breaking up with my boyfriend that we could suddenly be together and fall in love and the whole world be okay with it?! No! Because first of all you are supposed to be marrying my sister. I'm not supposed to be having any kind of relations with my sisters soon-to-be husband. That's like fucking my own brother" I went towards his door and opened it "Think about it Jack" and with that I exited the room. I sighed when I walked downstairs, my parents talked to Lana and I together and we made up but she's still not talking to me because of jack and I. I wouldn't blame her though, if I was in her position I wouldn't even look at my sister and I wouldn't have forgiven her but that's the thing about Lana, she forgives too easily. So if you did her wrong in the past she has already forgiven you and there's a possibility you can still be close to her.
One of the reasons why I looked up to Lana is because of that one reason, too many guys fucked her over in the past but she forgave each and everyone of them. Even the one that got her knocked up, she aborted the baby because she was 14 and she wasn't ready to be a mother. I didn't find this out until one day I walked into Lana's room and she was on the floor crying her eyes out saying she killed an innocent child. At first I looked at her like she was crazy but sm she told me the story and to this day, the only person she hadn't forgiven is herself. She won't ever forgive herself for aborting that poor innocent child, she won't forget what she did, she won't forgive herself for being so young. Lana really was my inspiration to grow up and be a good person because she was so forgiving but than I seen the way she would open her legs to guys and I knew I couldn't be like that.

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"So do you want to go watch a movie?" I shook my head and sighed, I don't want to do anything right now. I didn't even want to come to Alex's but he made me and now he's trying to go out but I don't want to. "Babe what's wrong? You're usually so eager to go out or come over but right now you're not" I closed my eyes and suddenly felt a little chilly, I don't want to tell Alex anything that's been said between my family, jack and I. He'd ask me all these questions about if I'm in love with jack and if I want to be with jack- which for 1 I do not love Jack and 2 I do not want to be with Jack.
"Nothing Jac-" oh my god, I almost said Jacks name. Alex's eyes widened and I myself was a bit surprised "Jack?" I looked down and I felt him get off the bed, I was too ashamed to look up because I just said another's mans name in front of my man. He probably thinks I'm cheating on him now, fuck.
"The same jack that you fucked twice, ditched you twice, and is marrying your sister? That jack?" I didn't say anything, my silence answered his question.
He scoffed and I wanted to punch myself for being so stupid "Is that why you bailed on our date last Saturday? Because you were too busy opening your legs to you soon-to-be brother in law?" I shook my head quickly and got up, I was now in front of him "No, no. I bailed because I was on my period and I didn't feel good. I haven't slept with jack since I met you!" I tried to grab his shoulder but he moved away, this movement hurt. I was really ashamed now- my own boyfriend doesn't want me to touch him.
"Are you lying? How do I know you're not lying?"
"Do you want to ask Jack himself? I can take you right now to my house and you can ask" He shook his head angrily "I don't even want to talk to him, what makes you think I'd want to be in the same room as him?" I sighed and slumped my shoulders "I just want you to trust me-" he cuts me off by angrily saying "Trust you? How can I trust you when you slept with him twice? How can I trust you when you said you had plans with your mom but I saw you with him at the restaurant you said you didn't like!" I flinched at his tone and suddenly wanted to crawl in a hole and die. Alex and I were supposed to have a date last Saturday but my family and Jack said they really, really needed to talk to me and told me to go the restaurant that gave me food poisoning when I went with Binko and Sam and when I got there it was just Jack, he said he just used my family to get me to come and so I was pissed that he tricked me and was about to leave when he said he really needed to talk to me.
"Are you guys lowkey fucking behind my back? Hm?" I shook my head rapidly and quickly said "No!"