After i felt better after what happened i explained everything to Kienen, and then i told him how i felt towards him. And he took it pretty well. he said he wouldn't act on it yet because the emotional state i was in, but i understand that completely. At least he feels the same way. sadly he can't hang out today because he's doing things with his other friends but since ti everyone we're in a fake relationship, but they don't know its fake. And they won't ever know its fake.
(minuets later)
I was just laying on my bed scrolling through instgram with friends playing in the background, is it just me or do you relate hardcore to friends too? For some weird reason i went on snapchat, i never go on snapchat unless I'm with my other best friend Kat, because we love to face swap and laugh about it and literally almost pee ourselves. But anyways, my heart sank, when i saw that Kienen was posting on his story, he never godson snapchat either and i know that. But his story was a picture in his room with a caption saying "what the fuck."
everything going through my head, my anxiety acting up, i felt like crying, he sent me a good morning text but never said anything to me at all the rest of the day. It makes me feel sock. Couldn't he just asked for space or something? And not go behind my back? Im way too emotionally attached to him it sucks.
He just posted another thing, say "you treat me like shit, and you're an asshole lot me but i still love you." it was him with the basic 'hoe' filter as my friends and i call it. That wasn't about me. Why couldn't he just be honest tgthast he really doesn't like me and that there is someone else out there and that he didn't want to wait for me to get better and he wanted someone that was actually good enough.
I just sat in my room feeling the most upset over something stupid,and i hated myself even more for getting how upset i am over this. there will been day when i can straight up text and ask why.
and we were supposed to hang out tomorrow... Guess ill just have to wait and see for what he says.
SOO SORRY
for the chapter being depressing and all but meh what ever
double update!!
next chapter won't be as sad, honestly tilde be real cute.
-Tea
Also sorry the I's aren't capitalized ill fix it soon enough lol
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The Duo
RomanceTwo people, a boy who is 5'11 named Keinen and a short girl of 5'3 named Grey. "And ever since we met we have been that awkward duo, the ones that everyone questions and wonders about, wondering if there was some crazy way we met, or something like...
