The Introverts Guide In Falling In love

5•Good Motives And Awesome Jokes

Chapter Five (unedited)

When I Said I was excited for the tutor, I wasn't exactly thinking straight. But a I took the moment to actually think an hour about it- I had realize I would be alone with him

Again

I mean, sure I had helped him five times but it was only because his family owned the university, and somehow they had chose me when I wasn't the top smartest of the bunch

I was just determined and hardworking  when It comes to school I guess. But imagine my surprise when the owner came asking for my assistance to help him improve. I was shock, I mean Connor Darcy was the son of the owners of this university. He could continue to graduate with his connections and name but Connor did give me a slight detail about hard work and how he should earn them. They were big on training him and his brothers from button to top without the assistance of their title. I was impress that of his parents an even him for taking every word they said

I couldn't say no, I mean they do give a wonderful share for helping Connor, but that wasn't really why I said yes to their proposition. It was me who took a daring initiative to know him more. It was hard, to initiate something first but Connor didn't know that...

I mean, it was a first step I guess

" she wont stop staring at me, what a creep"

Those words snap me back to reality only to realize what I had done. Two girls at the coffee shop were eyeing me in disgust while I not intentionally stared in thought

They really must think I'm a creep

"Sorry" I whispered out

I blushed when the red head, who had whispered against her friends ear looked at me intimidatingly and my legs shook out of instinct from wanting to leave the cafe now but unfortunately my drink wasn't ready. I could even hear them whispering nonsense and jokes when I turned around. God I wanted to leave badly

"Colby!"

Instantly, I sprang out and took my coffee and of course, one for Connor before I went shooting out of the store like a rocket. This is why I could never socialize with other people. Their complicated just like me but the thing is not everyone is friendly and right now, I really can't find a good person in earth right now

You could say this generation sucks balls when people just stop caring about other people....

I mean, it didn't happen with those two girls but what I'm saying is that people these days have been giving those they can't stand something nasty comments and even remarks. But hey, we like to insult those we can't stand but my point is that the world just seem crazier now when we can't even stand everyone anymore

But I'm getting off topic now

All I could say is that making friends this generation was a lot harder than giving a valentines day card to your crush

With a huff, I began to walk towards my bike that rested comfortably on the side before placing both cups on the basket for safety before I climbed in and began to move. You could say in still stuck on a bike, if I can't fire a car then I'm better with a bike then, although Connor did live live near the university it would take thirty minutes for me on legs pretty much I only have six minutes left till I'm late. My hair whipped against the slow pace of my bike as I rode through the wind. People were chilling, other sat on the gras with their books under their nose and some had their mouth open as they spoke or laugh. The scenery here in Heartfelt was a bit different from where I live since I was used to ranches and animal feces. Basically modern life was a new thing for a country bumpkin