Depression consumes me, as i stare into darkness the deeper i go. And it makes it harder to come out... No one can save me now.... Not even myself. I am a prisoner in my own mind. Bounded by chains to a black wall of sadness... what is there left of me to be saved..... What is there left of me to revive.... Why am i so pathetic.... Why am i so alone truly.... Why do i get looked down upon in disgust and hatred.... Why can't my voice be heard... why can't i tell my story without someone judging me.... How many more times can i deal with this emptiness before i end up cracking.... I don't know how to feel anymore, and i don't know how to show any of the feelings i get. I fake a smile almost everyday but truly all i am... is dying inside.
