Im trying so hard to stay strong, but i cant do it anymore. Selfharm doesnt help, medication doesnt help, therapy doesnt help. My mind just calls me names over and over and over again. No matter how hard ive tried, i just cant seem to get better. I say im fine, but im done lying. Im so very far from fine. Im broken, shattered, and theres no way of fixing me. The strongest glue cant hold me together, the strongest bond cant keep me from falling apart. So tell me, am i really what you guys think i am? I doubt i am, im far from happy, and im far from being able to be fixed. The pill i take to make myself feel alive doesnt help, i feel like im a empty shell. Honestly.... I dont wanna lie to myself anymore, depression is like your drowning but you can see all of the others breathing. The world is harsh, yes, but i have survived.... But the main question is... how much longer can i survive?
