I sat beside Cole ,words couldn't describe the weight that had been lifted off my chest.
Cole would be out soon.I would be able to hold him again.
I smiled holding my knees to my chest.
One more day.
Only one more day.
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They told me I only needed one more day and I can go home....
But I didn't have one.
Although I'm temporarily living with James.His mother will come home and I'll be asked to leave eventually.
I really loved James but both he and I knew that we were too young to actually live together.
I didn't even have a job yet and much less my own apartment.
So living together in our own apartment was out of the question.
I've decided to live with Bryan for a while that is after James mother comes back.
I really just wanted to live, only with James.Grow up with him and have him by my side forever.
I sighed closing my eyes, laying my head back onto the pillow.
At least I would have two months with James.
But both he and I knew two month can go by fast.
Two months...
If only I had more time.
I looked at James who sat in the chair. His small body was small enough to fit his whole body in it.
He sat with his knees to his chest.
His eyes were staring back at me filled with hope.I could tell their was a spark in them.
As if he knew that we would always be together.
"Cole?"
I didn't respond.I only kept staring at James beautiful eyes.
They were always comforting to me.
James...
If only it were that easy.
"Cole?"
"Yes"
"You know i love you right?"
"Of course i do"
I smiled."you mean the world to me"
"I love you James I really do"
I had family in Europe.....it only seemed reasonable for me to go stay there.
"I do too Cole......Cole what's wrong why are you acting weird?"
I need to tell him...
"I..."
Tell him!
"I'm..."
TELL HIM!
"Im just tired"
Dammit.
"Oh I'm sorry I'll let you rest"
"No its fine.....can..you sleep with me?"
James smiles and got up from his chair. I tried scooting over to make room but I didn't leave much room.
But to my surprise james fit perfectly. Of course he did.
I wrapped my arms around his small body.I could feel the warmth of his body on my chest.
I tried to go to sleep but I couldn't. The only thing I could do was stare at Cole as he sleeped.
He was adorable when he did.
Just the way his brown hair fell across his face.
And how his eyes were sealed shut.
I leaned over kissing james on the cheak.
"I really do love you.....I never really thought that I would ever fall so hard for a man.....yet here I am."
"Here I am"
